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Sunday, April 30, 2006

indigo prophecy!

wooohooo!!

i finished indigo prophecy in just 1 DAY!!

it's the 1st time i every finished a game in a day!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

so happy!!!

grinnig frm ear to ear!!!

it din even take half a day!!

=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

i shall rmb indigo prophecy for the rest of my life as the 1st game ever completed in a day!!!

HAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Q.F.I. idiot
Q.B.J idiot

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8:59:00 PM

Friday, April 28, 2006

....

lang. exam finali over!

dun like lang. exam

im lost for words

actuali...i dun feel like saying anytin

haiz tmr got guzheng rehearsal

duno muz practice how long

plus my teacher expect me to memorize 3 songs!!

i havent memorize any!!

got exam...where got time....

aiya...actuali the songs i played b4

so cudn't be dat hard rite?

hope all goes well....

geog geog geog!!

die die muz ace!!!

arrrrhhhhhh!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Q.F.I. idiot
Q.B.J. idiot

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11:10:00 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

i've decided!

i've decided!

im gonna throw a grenade into the holes and blast that damn mole!!

this is the best solution i have!

it's dead so i can't catch it!

it's dead so i can't do anything else but to give it up!

muahaha!

ingenius!!

[ in the process of making the wonderful grenade now] xp

Q.F.I. idiot
Q.B.J. idiot

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8:02:00 PM

Friday, April 21, 2006

mole

here is the situation:

there are many holes in the ground. there is a mole beneath it. im trying to catch it but it keeps disappearing. one minute, it's in this hole, the next, in another. i can never seem to see the whole of the mole. it's either the body or the legs or the hands, sometimes, it's face. i used to sit under a tree and observe this mole. being able to observe this mole from afar just makes me happy. but now, it's not that simple anymore. i feel like catching this mole, but i know it's far-fetched. (maybe i can catch it in my dreams) xp

u noe this type of feeling is very extremely torturous?
u may not understand the situation.
but u can understand when ur trying to catch sumtin but that thing juz seem out of reach is very the eorhuirfdjvbasdpqgeyuwegtbdpigqfybhuifhweuigfw!!!

i want to give this mole up but it's hard.
why do i have to spot this mole in the first place?
i cnt catch it, i cnt give it up.
IM STUCK!!!
N IT'S TORTUROUS!!!

torturoustorturoustorturoustorturous
torturoustorturoustorturoustorturous
torturoustorturoustorturoustorturous
torturoustorturoustorturoustorturous
torturoustorturoustorturoustorturous
torturoustorturoustorturoustorturous
torturoustorturoustorturoustorturous
torturoustorturoustorturoustorturous
torturoustorturoustorturoustorturous

damn u mole!!!

THE ART OF SADISM©®™

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10:16:00 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

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i stared ahead.
could this be it?
i hope so.

the trees, with their greeness
the flowers, with their beauty
the animals, with their cries
i hope it stays like this forever

the sun high up
my body warm
there's no breeze
i'm fidgeting

the crisps of the leaves
the sky pouring
all is yellow
i walk on

small cold dots tickling
both arms around tight
the wind carried my hair
is this real?

there are countless of them
all of different shapes and sizes
they have all sorts of colours
which one is it?

i moved along
when the flaps close
there is a mark
it has a significance

closing my eyes
a stream of white smoke dashed
it revealed something
when i open my eyes
it was there

i can see my shadow
against the black elegant material
the wind blew
i sense a presence

i took a deep breath
and peered in
the inside was
as dark as the outside

i caught a glimpse of glow
it was intense
then i figured
she's not normal

"uoy wnok eht erudecorp?"
"on...siht si ym ts1 emit ereh"
"pfffffft"
"......"

something pierced into my head
the line was connected to a screen
something was out of place
she's not there anymore

then an image appeared in front of me
taking a closer look
it was a figure
who's that?

that swiftness
that smile
that firm stand
that look

i was pulled back
i'm back
sitting up
she handed me a tube

the contents were swirling
there's something about it
it showed images
it was familiar

"knird pu"
"s'tahw siht?"
"ssshhh"
"......"

every drop that went down
it's chillness rubbing against
and landed perfectly
spreading through my body

i felt a force from behind
pushing me through
i heard a door
close shut

i turned around
it was never there
it's gone
where'd it go?

it was then
that i started to realize
something's not right
it was too good to be true
it's what i wanted.

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5:03:00 PM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

lifehouse-breathing

cos i am hanging on every word you say
and even if you don't want to speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cos i want nothing more than to sit
outside heaven's door
and listen to you breathing
is where i wanna be

breathing-lifehouse

i reli like the chorus of this song

XDXDXD

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10:46:00 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

hmmm.....shud i be normal today or....?

guess normal la...cuz i dun haf inspiration today...

long time no inspiration liao...guess no time to tink so much these days...haha...

abt 2 more wks to exam...i muz concentrate...cnt play games anymore...very the distracted like dat....booo....

exam faster finish la...

i havents even start revising at all lor...sheeeeeeeeeettt!!!

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9:51:00 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006

AHAHAHA

beeeeen sooooo looooong siiiiiinnce i blooooooooged!!!

AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!!

i juz wanna clarify, im NOT suffering frm depression
im definitely NOT in love

im suffering frm a disease call asjfksngpdsfhwejpbwipgferuhrg............................
dun get it rite?
me neither...

AHAHAHAHAAHAHA!!

i m senior nut! the stinkbomb!
my special power is to fart everyone in their faces!

AHAHAAHAHAHAAHA!!!

my partner is junior nut! the detachable *****!
her special power is ( u can guess urself...im not dat mean to reveal it...u wun dare to hear it anyway...=p)

oh ya...the BRA co. has been established!! *clap clap* haha
i noe ur not dat dim to tink this co. is abt bras....=x bend a bit can?....

n finali i blog NORMALLY...to some ppl *ahem*....haha!!

AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

juz dwld pangya...yet to try it...

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11:41:00 PM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

jem '24'

Been given 24 hours
To tie up loose ends
To make amends
His eyes said it all
I started to fall
And the silence deafened
Head spinning round
No time to sit down
Just wanted to
Run and run and run
Be careful they say
Don't wish life away,
Now I've one day

And I can't believe
How I've been wasting my time

In 24 hours they'll be
Laying flowers
On my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
Need your blessing
And your promise to live free
Please do it for me

THE ART OF SADISM©®™

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2:32:00 PM

Saturday, April 08, 2006

huh?

i finished watching gundam seed today!!
yayy!!
so cool lor....last time i try watching but din like it cuz i dun understand the show. now, miraculously, i understood. haha...maybe its bcuz im older now...understand more things....
i want the soundtrack. it's so nice!!
the gundams oso!! last time i dun reli like the models. but now when i look at them, i liu kou shui cuz its so cool!!
the way they fight oso very de cool!!
i noe gundam seed is a long time ago story but i din appreciate it in the past. but now i do. =)
esp. freedom. tho i tink is a bit cheat la...so many weapons n attack so hiong but very nice!! i oso find the providence quite cheat cuz got so many little guns shooting. very irritating oso.towards the end of the series, so many ppl die n i was quite sad but dat's what happens during war. very de wat lor...when the freedom n providence got blown up then somebody announce dat plant and earth alliance decided to settle this by negotiating.-.-'the ending quite nice. actuali it wasn't that nice when i found out that kira din die...=x its not dat i hate him or sumtin but juz a change of endings ma....if he died then more touching cuz he sacrificed himself....xp

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huh?
what's happening now?
i thouhght i was picking myself up?

please don't come back.
don't ever come back to me.
cos' i don't want you back.
go find someone else.
find anybody but me.

why are you making this so hard for me?
haven't i suffered enough under your hands for so many years?
maybe not in your eyes.

if you just look back.
look back at the old me.
you've been bringing me down all this time.
you've made me unable to raise my head.
you made me ashamed of who i am.

you've made me cold in the mornings.
you've made me listless.
you've made me afraid.
you made me cry over spilled milk.

you remind me of my past.
you remind me of how pathetic i was.
you remind me of my old self.
you are my enemy.

i thought i've gotten rid of you.
not fully, but bit by bit.
stop torturing me, will you?

oh no...
i'm not letting you enter my soul again.
not gonna let you ruin me.
i'm fighting back.

one day, i will get you.
i will crush you.
i will burn you alive.
i will do anything to vanish you.

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4:04:00 PM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

m.e.

i've been in this pitch black hole
for the longest time
i can't see anything
what's the point?
even if i open my eyes
i only see black

but now i've started looking up
because i felt a light shining through
i felt the warmth of the light
who shone it?
i can't tell

i told myself it's time
i'm gonna raise my head
and open my eyes clearly
and look for a way to get up
so that i can see his face

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9:11:00 PM