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Thursday, May 25, 2006

battle

why do i always have to keep on fighting?
if i could, i would definitely just choose to shut my eyes
and not open it forever

one battle after another
when is it ever gonna end?
if i could, i would definitely choose to put down my sword and shield
and stop fighting

many times i see myself being killed
blood all over, game over
they've won
but i can't just let that happen
if i just fall like that, i can drop my weapons and shut my eyes forever
wouldn't that be great?
isn't that what i've always wanted?

but hell no...
i will not let them eat what's leftover of me
i will not see the smirk on their faces
so i can't die

even if my heart is crushed
even if my brain can't think properly anymore
i just can't give up on fighting

on the battlefield
nobody knows im fighting
nobody knows im wounded
nobody knows im alone

because of these battles
i've lost my soul
every attack sucks the soul out of me
till im all drained out
i no longer have life in me
funny huh?
if i don't have life
isn't it the same as being dead?
but im still swinging that sword
slashing with all my might
still shielding myself
even though it does little help

i can't turn back
where's the logic if my point of fighting
is to make sure i don't return to my old self
if i turn back
mind as well not fight...

if a bomb would just drop from the sky
and bomb everyone in the battlefield
even if i got bombed
i would smile from the bottom of my heart
at least,
i would die happy.

excuse me :X
10:30:00 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

haggard

one fine day,
i pass by an alley
something caught my eye
when i turned
it was just a haggard
but there's something about it
i couldn't figure it out
i tilted my head
trying to get a glimpse of the face
but that awful hat was just shadowing every part of it
i edged nearer
my curiosity grew stronger
i knew it was dangerous
but i couldn't help it
i bent down
slowly lifted the hat
the man looked up
i was taken aback
i did not regconize him
but something's out of place
his eyes were filled with surprise
i watched him
he watched me
he seemed to have realized something
then he quickly put his hat back on
and returned to his original position
head bent low, pretending to be asleep
i know he won't look up anymore
let alone talk to me
so just before i left
i slipped him a piece of paper
i know he won't open his eyes till i was gone
so when i left
he finally opened his eyes
and saw the note i left him
on it, it wrote:
i know you know me

excuse me :X
7:11:00 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

nth

yosh!

it's time!

time do....

seriously...i reli haf nth to say...

nth on my mind now...even if there is dun feel like expressing it out...

i feel refreshed now
time to get going!

excuse me :X
7:21:00 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

thank you

exams finali over!

but still got the lame art -.-"

haii

once you guys said:
too bad, you're gonna be stuck with us for the rest of your life
and i said:
well, you guys are also gonna be stuck with me for the rest of your lives
[trying to make it sound like it's a bad thing]
but deep down, i am really glad i'm gonna be stuck with them for the rest of my life
i wouldn't want to be stuck with anyone else =)
you guys are the best and coolest people i've ever met!

THANK YOU!! for just sharing the same blood as me

we'll be the best trio forever!! =D

excuse me :X
6:57:00 PM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

blah

i know what i am don't have to do this to me i don't understand what's your motive? you can't see i can't blame you for that but i want to maybe i'm dark when it's gone don't ever think back cause it's pointless if my predictions were right i'm gonna ignore just be parallel lines that'd be nice or even better you don't remember me run all you want i will catch up but you don't have to know it's my business if a wall ever falls land at the spot it'd be the best thing ever happened totally separated not much time left but that's okay i've already given up partially soon it'll be completed i don't regret just it didn't happen not your fault either some things just don't happen you wish your heart out it still doesn't budge oh whatever man soon i'll be free or maybe not it doesn't matter let nature takes it course just sit back and wait for the glorious day or was it disastrous day? whatever happens doesn't concern me will not cross the line i've seen what's over it don't ever wanna get near it just turn around keep on walking until the end maybe i will turn back

maybe not

the day you leave

is the day i live

excuse me :X
1:10:00 PM