it was real fun huh? doing this to me did you enjoy it? i bet you did i bet you're smirking up there laughing at how pathetic i am your plan worked absolutely well congratulations good for you are you happy now? you saw what you wanted i got what i deserved everything's just fine since it's supposed to be this way anyway i want to fight back but it's impossible i'm so angry i want to hurt you so badly but i don't even know how you look like i know what you're doing to me i can see what you're doing to me i don't have the power to make you stop you know it would really satisfy me if you could tell me what i did tell me what i did to deserve this tell me if this is my punishment tell me if my life is a sentence tell me if i live my life as a convict tell me what i did was so bad that i have to pay it with my life i no longer live for myself cause it's not worthy i'm not dead yet cause there's something else i live for
excuse me :X
5:28:00 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
i'm scared i really am. i really do not want that to happen not ever. i still don't understand how this could happen are you playing with me? cause if you are you're doing a pretty good job with it. i hope all of this is an illusion and i'll be pulled back to reality some day. i break cold sweat just thinking about it so cut it out right now nothing scares me more than this it's really important to me why not attack me from somewhere else? please don't do this to me don't take away the only thing that keeps me going don't take away the only thing that makes me wanna wake up everyday don't take away the only thing that keeps my smile on don't take away the only thing that really matters to me don't take away the only thing that is my life support don't take away the only thing that gives me hope don't take away the only thing that gives me a reason to exist don't take away the only thing that stops me from killing myself don't take away the only thing i can't live without don't take away the only thing that i'm talking about- my dream i don't know how i'm gonna carry on if my dream is gone.
excuse me :X
8:50:00 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
i would really appreciate it if you could tell me the reason why you are doing this seriously maybe you see something worth talking about in it but i'm wondering what it is standing there looking in front you are doing something i'm wondering pondering saying to myself "ahh...so dis is what u like to do..." g o t o h e l l
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7:51:00 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
what the freaking hell is wrong with u? what the freaking hell is wrong with me?? i don't know what to say you know, i love suprises but not this kind i don't love my life as much as i used to it's like a 90degree angle drop you never saw it coming this is my punishment i know and there's nothing else i could do but to accept it this is one heck of a punishment all planned out by the genius himself. [BOW] i live to serve my sentence i have no freaking darn idea what i did but i do know whatever it was it must be really BAD i can choose to run and hide but there's no way i could escape this is me. in my prison. hi
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4:12:00 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
help
its not alright i'm not alright my life's not alright nothing's alright the feeling of joy is gone my hopes are gone my life is gone breaking cold sweat everyday isn't exactly how i picture it bring it back to me bring back my smile i need it i miss it this isn't how i picture my life to be when i was young if i'd knew it would turn out like this i would stopped time long ago and chose not to grow up there is a way if he's willing and can hear me calling out to him to answer to me there's still a chance a chance i'm not gonna let slip please i really need it help me out please
excuse me :X
2:32:00 PM
Friday, July 07, 2006
ty
thank you i'm really grateful after so much mind torturing it finally happened and i hope it keeps on going up and up till what i have always longed for now i know what a difference it can be whatever i promised to you i will not break it ever 谢谢你们 我真的很开心 希望始终能达到我要的梦想 thankyou for working so late just to finish it i know i don't have to rush you cause i know you'll definitely do it for me in time. i don't know what's wrong is it me or them? have i changed or do they seriously have a problem?
excuse me :X
5:41:00 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
amongst the people in the sky i am looking for you i cupped my hands together and closed my eyes i hope you'll understand that this means a lot to me more than anything else in the world i was wrong to take it for granted if you grant me this wish i'll treasure it one day i will personally visit there the place where humans started this is how i'll repay my debt i imagine myself standing looking at the horizon even if the environment was a disaster it'll still seem beautiful to me because i know everything is alright for the first time every in my life.
do miracles happen? i really hope so.
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5:31:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
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