it doesn't think that way i just feel it doesn't only my dreams feels otherwise it doesn't mean anything on any day it meant nothing on that rainy day
excuse me :X
10:19:00 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007
What is happening? Did I really switch? Can you believe it? How can this 'cure' be so effective? Why all of a sudden? Is it going to last? How do I define this? It's just like the past Whenever something like this happens It's usually nothing I'm thinking too much I mean, I don't even get why I have yet to figure out But now, even if that were to happen It won't have an effect on me It had, but it won't So what is this? I know what the ending will be So what am I thinking? I'm feeling a light at the end Can somebody switch it off? For something like this, I don't want it on Place the light somewhere else Another phase of torture begins Yay to me End, you are such a lousy friend You always appear at the wrong time You are nowhere to be seen when I need you But this won't be as hard 'cause I don't have to see you everyday I can pretend not to What I thought it was, always is false There will be no exception It's just my imagination I see something but I don't know what it is You know it's weird The order is jumbled It's making my head spin sheesh
excuse me :X
7:50:00 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
was that necessary? did you have to go that far? that doesn't make you look good. i thought you became a different person but i guess not what goes around comes around i'm sorry to say for all the things you've done you will pay i don't have to see that day but hope you get it anyway
excuse me :X
10:07:00 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
i see you've completely turned your face this is a page in history you never wanted to know this is the end you never knew the beginning of you can put down your wall i will not try to climb over it anymore i put my hands in the air, i give up after all this time, i really feel like letting go because i can't keep deluding myself i've ran out of lies to keep me going you've put me on a roller coaster ride i've experienced the peak, though it's far from what i wanted it's good enough, maybe that's the best that it could get and i'm not doing this out of anger but because i truly feel worn out even though you had no clue it doesn't matter, and i wish you well =)
excuse me :X
10:57:00 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
"maybe i lost what i lost to see what i've become"
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8:05:00 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
i am scared of something
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10:26:00 PM
Friday, January 05, 2007
i didn't realize it's been 2 days since i was online i'm numbing myself you know when there are times when feeling nothing beats feeling anything at all? and wish you can't feel pain pain is like my neighbour every so often, it comes knocking on my door with that smirk on its face, pretending to be nice everybody know it's not i still never got used to it
"if we didn't care, we wouldn't have ended up there."
excuse me :X
11:02:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
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Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
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