i wrote this a few nights ago...



time waits for no one
and i won't wait for you
i don't know what is it that you want
but don't take me for a fool



silently you stood before the portrait
you stare up at the gaze with no soul
she ain't that great
but it's worth it though



the eyes tell stories and you will know
the people that pass you brushing your back
with water the river will always flow
and you can't deny the truth in that



there's something about it that feels serene
from where she's standing, it's more than a mile
then there's a gush of wind
wait a minute, was that a smile?

we ™

this is incomplete

haha



the day is bright, the sky so beautiful
the presence of the wind, soothing and cool
leaves from the trees, they drop a few
you felt your heart, contented and full


all your friends, waving from a distance
smiling to yourself, you rejoice your existence
you live your life like a jar full of happiness
the pictures of your smile are so abundant


this is how you walk down the same path everyday
this is how you do it, come what may
never would you expect the sky to turn grey
but it did, the clouds loom over, and you're out of words to say



we ™

in a few years' time
all these won't matter anymore
this will be the last time
these eyes will look into yours
the precious gem shining inside
it spun for you, it shone for you
but now it's dying out, it's turning to dust
and fly away, fly away free
disappear forever, disappear from this world
and it will go down in history
it won't happen again, but it will be remembered
by those eyes only
no one else, because they won't know
and now it's time to close those eyes
and when she opens them again
you will be gone

today went orchard early in the morning
to buy clothes
then end up being late for guzheng lesson
because i only left at 2.15
of course canno make it
so i arrived at teck whye at 3.30
lol
half the lesson gone
then i showed my results to my teacher
she told me her son and another student
got distinction
then another got merit
then i only have pass
lol
but she said can pass not bad la
at least better than those who cannot even pass
haha
and i fell down 3 times
while climbing up the stairs
i was rushing to the house to
get my stuff then i ran 2 steps by 2 steps
on the first level i already fell
then i think on the 3rd level i fell down again
my leg's gonna be blue black tmr


my bro
he damn bad leh
when my mum ask for help
he get irritated easily
like don't wanna help like that
then scold scold scold
he very "wan bu qi"
ppl disturb him cannot
a little bit only also cannot
he disturb other people can
very unfair
next time must treat him the way he treat us
so unreasonable!
he's very selfish
when my mum wanna buy stuff for him
then he's all smiles
very nice
joke joke joke
when he don't feel like talking to you
he'll just say shut up
and ask you go away
when he in the mood to talk
he'll talk a lot
if you don't want to talk to him
he'll just keep pestering you
and he gets irritated easily
when you ask him to teach you something
i feel like he doesn't like other people
to be better than him
he's afraid of that
so he doesn't like to share
but if you share, others will too
so you won't lose
like my big bro
he shares everything
he teaches you everything
he's not afraid that he'll lose
because he knows he'll always be good enough
and my 2nd bro
he likes to make himself look cool outside
at the expense of embarrassing me
yeah, how cowardly is this
you got no substance
and you feel insecure
that's why you're doing this
if you truly are cool, you'll be
wthout embarrassing othr people
selfish, coward, irritaing, annoying
this kind of person is friggin irritating
i'm starting to get tired of him
the world doesn't revolve around him
if he doesn't like it
so suck it
we don't either

went vivo to watch alvin and the chipmunks today!
the movie is so nice and funny!
theodore is very cute!
haha
the songs they sing are also very nice
their voices so cute!
haha

and i got back my guzheng results today
i got 73, considered pass only
the worst was the identifying notes that part
only got 2/10
my mum still say is the teacher pity me
then gimme one
or else will give 0
lol
haha
because of this part then cannot get distinction
must a least pass this part to get it
haii
but it's okay la
not that bad
:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BRO! :D

woohoo!
today went to celebrate my bro's bday!
he's 19!
haha
me and my 2nd bro gave him a shirt!
actually wanted to buy a nicer one
but don't have his size
what a pity
just came back from eating dinner
at pasta fresca
then came home to eat bday cake
then took picture with his gf!
wanted to take one with us and the cake
but my bro dowan
so nvm lor
today eat until very full
then come home my bro still
purposely give me the largest portion of cake
with the intention of making me grow fatter
and i ate it, (gei ta mian zi)
haha
tmr i'm not going to eat my usual 2 meals
today's fat is enough to feul me for tmr
my stomach is damn bloated now
wanna burp also cannot
damn stuffed
but happy :D

n hor!
i went out with my 2nd bro in the afternoon
to buy my big bro's present
then he said he wanted to buy underwear
then he took like 1hr plus to choose la!
so much worse than a woman!
horrible!
i explore the whole place duno how many times
already and he's still not done
it' just underwear la haiyo
but there's a lesson learnt today:
never ever go buy underwear with my bro ever again!
haha

next year must plan better bday present for my bro
not really satisfied with this year's
wanted to get a photo frame that tilts back and forth
but didn't take photo so cannot make
and buy the present so last minute

:D

OMG!
this is so awesome!
i wanna learn how to play the songs too!
but i don't know how to get the sheet music!
don't tell me he came up with it
that's like so friggin cool!

古筝--菊花台


古筝--千里之外


古筝--爱神的箭


古筝--陳一郎的成名作


古筝--天上人间


COOL RITE?! =D

woohoo!
went to do cip today and i won a thumbdrive!
how cool is that?!
haha
i won it thru a book sharing session
and i shared my favourite book
the schwa was here by neal shusterman!/men!
i tell you, his books are really nice
the plots are interesting and his language
really, makes the book touching and meaningful
you can learn lessons from it
the schwa was here is fantastic!
i've been looking to buy this book
but can't find it at popular
so i wanna go kinokuniya and try
haha
just sharing a book can win me a thumbdrive!
but it's only 128mb la
haha
:D

i have to make this clear first
this poem is written by my brother
not me
but i like it so much that i decided to post it
and he's vocab is obviously so much better than mine
it's written quite some time ago
it belongs to my bro!
=D







it's called : Life


Seven phrases of life carved out in clay,
Filled with joy and sometimes dismay.
Seven phrases of forgotten pain,
Of which to clear the heart's tormenting rain.

You cry and you wail, you have left her womb,
Exposed you lie in a frigid room.
Your mother smiles with loving eyes,
With you in her arms her spirits rise.

Through her guidence how old you'll grow,
Many of life's test you'll pass and you'll go.
Wisdom in old ones will give you aid,
Of which you will soon repay in great.

Rejoice at last you set out alone,
From your family's nest you have finally flown.
Although you are strong in body and mind,
Your tearful parents are left alone and behind.

Through the many setbacks you have endured,
The heart's illments will soon be cured.
With experience you have made your name,
With precision you have met your aim.

Your hair is now long, your body has grown,
Your parents are gone you are all on your own.
Though joy is not yours but it is still to others,
For you may now aid your friends and your brothers.

Now you are gone through death and decay,
None of which they believed you've craved.
Left behind they mourn and they pray,
After you've assured them that they'll be okay.

Life was hard but you passed its test,
Now your old bones may finally rest.
Your kin does mourn, their tears do pour,
You will be missed forever more.

The choice is yours but you are warned,
The selfish person will soon be gone.
The hearts of others will clear your path,
Heed only yours and you'll face great wrath.

ZH™

here are some meaningful quotes i found on the internet long ago
here you go! =)





You can complain because roses have thorns, or you can rejoice because thorns have roses.
Ziggy



Happiness is like a cat, If you try to coax it or call it, it will avoid you; it will never come. But if you pay not attention to it and go about your business, you'll find it rubbing against your legs and jumping into your lap."-- William Bennett



When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.
Helen Keller


For every minute you're angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness



Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift, that's why they call it the present.


An eye for an eye only leads to more blindness.
Margaret Atwood



Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward.



Happiness is not a destination. It is a method of life.
Burton Hills



Enjoy life today, yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come



i love you a lot..i told you once, but you forgot..if i die, before you do..i'd go to heaven and wait for you..if you weren't there on Judgement Day..I'd know you went the other way..I'd give back those angels wings and golden halo..and just to prove my love is true..I'd go to hell to be with you..Reader contribution.


If someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles to frown, but it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and whack them in the head



Don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things.



There is nothing so annoying as having two people talking when you're busy interrupting. -Mark Twain


Sometimes we look to far off in the distance to find that one person we want to share our lives with, without realizing that often times they're just in front of you loving you all this time. -"Kevin" from the Wonder Years ~Oxoxo5



Sometimes the love we are looking for is the one right in front of us - too close for the eyes to see. So close your eyes and let your heart see for itself.

this is an old song i know
but recently i listened to it
and found it nice



BUSTED LYRICS

"Mummy Trade"



I don't believe this

We've been friends for so long

It's so hard to see

You do this to me

You came round asking just to mow the garden

You're a clever guy

Cause you did it for free

It's funny



You think I don’t already know

What if I told you I'm watching you

I've seen you two at the movies

And in the late night jacuzzi's

You're screwed and I'm done with you

Just stay well clear and leave my mum alone

Leave my mum alone, mum alone, mum alone



I came home and your car was in the front yard

I went to see

What the fuck was going on

And all knew

I didn't ever think things could be so wrong

You unzipped your flies

And now I can't believe my eyes



You think I don’t already know

What if I told you

I'm watching you

I've seen you two at the movies

And in the late night jacuzzi's

You're screwed and

I'm done with you

Just stay well clear and leave my mum alone

Leave my mum alone, mum alone, mum alone



You did it to Steven and ethan

Joey and nathan

Josie and david Peter, john and mike

Alison, alistair, monica mcallister

Madison, harrison and the guy from saracens



If so they don't already know

What if I told you

They all hate you

I've told them about the movies

And all the late night jacuzzi's

You're screwed and

I'm done with you

Just stay well clear and leave my mum alone

Leave my mum alone, mum alone, mum alone



What if I told you

I'm watching you

I've seen you two at the movies

And in the late night jacuzzi's

You're screwed and

I'm done with you

Just stay well clear and leave my mum alone

Leave my mum alone, mum alone, mum alone

here are some funny quotes that i like and got it from the internet
but i forgot the url
haha :)





DREAM

1) he felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes wondered
whose it was and whether they were enjoying it

2) Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane
every night of our lives

3) what if nothing exists and we're all in somebody's dream? or what's worse,
what if only that fat guy in the third row exists?

HAPPINESS

4) a lifetime of happiness! no man alive could bear it- it would be hell on earth

5) the foolish man seeks happiness in the distance, the wise grows it under his feet

ATTITUDE

6) a positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough
people to make it worth the effort

LIFE

7) not a shred of evidence exists in favour of the idea that life is serious

8) the purpose of life is to fight maturity

9) life is something that happens when you can't get to sleep

10) life isn't fair. it's just fairer than death, that's all

ARGUMENT

11) he who strikes the first blow admits he's lost the argument

ANGER

12) speak when you are angry-- and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret

DEATH

13) death is more universal than life; everyone dies but not everyone lives

DEFEAT

14) you can never be defeated if you just keep taking one breath followed by another

HATE

15) we hate some people because we do not know them; we will never know them
because we hate them

HUMOR

16) humor is a rubber sword- it allows you to make a point without drawing blood

"this is you and this is me
like the birds, they all fly free
but that was not what's supposed to be
this is as much as you will see"

all those years she had it all
the heart of gold that she bore
and the happy smile that she always wore
everything was beautiful, was what she saw

a playful child he was once
and to him, the world seemed fun
all day long he would run
until the east, down comes the sun

what a waste, it all went down the drain
that beautiful face, it all began to faint
on that fateful day when it started to rain
it all began to change

on his 8th birthday, did he remember
in front of his cake, he wished upon a candle
"how i wish i'd never......"
and the lights went out and he can hear the thunder

she had reached the top and now it's time to tumble
the good days are gone in exchange for days to suffer
along the corridor she could hear the whispers
she would be gone if it weren't for her

the day has come for him enter
behind that door lies another world
it's gonna be different, that's for sure
and through another door comes the girl

she came with all those baggage attached
boxes and boxes each with a latch
inside containing the things she wished to forget
the trauma she dragged with every step

it's dark and cold, he thought he would freeze
he felt around and he found a fist
he grabbed hold of it and it melted into abyss
then he heard footsteps and a shadow walking into the mist

she has disappointed herself by choosing not to see
and pretending that they will forgive
her cowardness, is what sent her to this
the regret that goes along with all things missed

but he could voices in the room ricocheting
the sadness of the voices, as if they were crying
he felt the pain with so much understanding
from his heart, he was talking

that presence made her feel better
there's only them as everything else disappear
both with no name and no face, just their temperature
and that's how she picture

although everything else is gone
he could still see the ball of light on
it emits so much warmth
he stood there and smiled, this will last long

"this was you and this was me
we could've been like the birds, flying free
but nothing was as it's supposed to be
'cause we lost it all on February 30"

we ™

[this is incomplete]

one by one they all walked by
smiles across their faces, their spirits high
giving it all just to try
still not undestanding why
she kneeled down and cry
she's the only one with nothing on her sign
the answer's she's trying to find
but she knows, it's just a matter of time
she could see now on the other side
the people who were so alike
her eyes light up like the morning sky
they belong to the same kind

words of insomnia

you never knew me
all that i am but you can't see
i was wrong about you
all that i thought were not true
we don't have a place here in this room
one of us have to leave soon
i wanna take you to places you've never been before
and enjoy the trip forever more
but that first step you never took
i don't know what to say from that look
this is what you have and this is what you've missed
but that doesn't matter now, really it is
all those nights staring at the ceiling
and thoughts running wild screaming
saying i could be better, i could cross over
well, well, what a big dreamer
what you are will always be
haven't you been listening, you silly?
turn around and say goodbye
oh wait, save it, you never said hi
*******************************************
yeah, i wrote this last night when i couldn't sleep...again!
i was desperate to get to sleep
so i tried doing a lot of things
like play with my hp, listening to the radio
and writing this
and no, none of them worked
i finally finally fell asleep at around 4am
it's pretty much rubbish
i don't even know what i'm saying
i went to see the doctor today, hoping to get
some sleeping pills or something
but she said they don't offer sleeping pills
and advise me to sleep early and wake up at the same time everyday
and improve my sleeping pattern
i also went to do some research on insomnia
and how to sleep better
well, i guess i just have to follow what they say
pills aren't that good either
i really hope i can get my sleep back
i used to sleep like a pig
and that was a good thing!
how i missed being a pig!

i wanna sleep!!!

you have no right to judge me
you lost that right long time ago
how can someone who couldn't even see himself
or deny the hell of all the truth about himself
ever have the right to judge others?
yeah, all that crap is what you think
what you think is true in your eyes
but it ain't true in the real world
i'd like to say
get to know yourself first
and see all the ***** you are made of
and feel disgusted by what you see
if you are able to feel this way
then there is hope for you
if you don't, you are hopeless
and i don't have anything more to say
i would call it a miracle the day you wake up
i'm just so sick and tired of you
hope you realize yourself someday
but then again, it doesn't matter if you don't
i don't cling on to that hope anymore
but it's just a great pity though