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Thursday, April 24, 2008

see the top of the bottle, it's flat

that's 'cause it's spoilt

today i came back to class and this is what happened to my bottle

it's a birthday present from my friends

haven't used it for long

somebody spoilt my bottle

the person didn't own up

i was so pissed at first

but after that i cooled down and it was okay

but whoever did this is a wuss

the person doesn't even have the courtesy to apologise to me

how responsible

i'm not angry with the person anymore

because afterall, i think it was accidental

but i don't even get an apology

that's a bit annoying

and i wonder how the person manage to break my bottle until like that

the drinking part was broken

why didn't it drop to its side and everything will be fine

now i totally cannot use the bottle anymore

pity

by the way, i know who the person is

i won't hold any grudge against you

but you had better remember this

excuse me :X
6:44:00 PM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

what i have
you will never have
what you have
i will never have
but i don't need you to know if i have or not
as long as i'm happy with what i have
that happiness will forever be mine only

what they say is really true
i'm starting to feel it
and i'm sorry i felt this way
i didn't mean it

shun-->missed-->have-->jealousy-->don't deserve it-->hypocrite-->anger
this is for me to understand
haha

some people just never learn

excuse me :X
10:03:00 PM

Friday, April 18, 2008

pissed.

just shuddap
i might erupt
you're so cockeyed
i've also have a thousand things to say
but i don't say them
because my sense of humour is better than yours
don't push it with your lie

don't crap

what else can you do?
this is so typical of you

what kind of mindset is that?

leave is the glass is half empty

i'm just pissed at how some people can be so disgusting

everybody is beautiful unless they uglify themselves

well, these people just did

forget about it

i don't want it anymore

if you're like that

so be it

i'll just see how long your lies will last

they will crumble

people are not stupid

so is nature

what goes up must come down

what goes around comes around

the whole world won't be sucked into your hypocrisies

excuse me :X
8:52:00 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008

you know i'm still waiting
for the reply you owe me
well, i am not angry
i just need an explanation
if you don't say anything
i will think that you still haven't found it in your heart to forgive me
i've already apologised
what more do you want me to do?
i can't turn back time
and i didn't mean to hurt you
if i've caused you any trauma
all i can say is i'm sorry, yet again
but you don't leave people hanging like that
i can understand if i don't ever hear from you again
you know once i was so pissed at you
i almost wanted to seek revenge
and make your life a living hell
but i won't do it, i haven't and will never do it
'cause i know my mum brought me up better than this
i bet you didn't know
you're the first person to have done this
to turn your back completely on me
and you did it when my family was going through something
when i needed to talk to a friend the most
that's why it hurt very badly at first
i don't know why
but i saw it coming
i felt that it was going to be the end soon
and i was right
i knew that would be the first and last birthday i would celebrate with you
i'm not asking you to forgive me
you don't have to if you don't want to
all i can say now is...
nothing, really...

excuse me :X
9:12:00 PM

so this is how it feels like to be standing on the same plane as you
so this is how it feels to put "not my beeswax" on my door
so this is how it feels like to see you shrink back into the crowd
so this is how it feels to be free from these clutches
so this is how it feels like to empty everything in my hand
so this is how it feels to know that there's something more
so this is how it feels like to not be stuck in the mud
so this is how it feels to see nothing more
so this is how it feels like to no longer appreciate an outdated work of art
so this is how it feels to be rid of all the chains
so this is how it feels like to swim out of the whirlpool
so this is how it feels to see the full moon shining brightly
so this is how it feels like after such a long time
so this is how it feels before you, the life
so this is how it feels like to not regret it anymore
so this is how it feels to not give a damn
so this is how it feels like to have no more what ifs
so this is how it feels to stop thinking about
so this is how it feels like
peace & bliss

#########################################################
a whole collection of it
but what's the point?
a piece of art needs to be appreciated for it to be beautiful
a lie needs 2 people to work-one to lie and one to believe
and of course, everybody heard ofa clap need 2 hands to produce a sound
it's just like singing to an audience who is sleeping
but it's okay
sometimes life's like that
sometimes, people are like that
just take it to be part of my history
just like throwing a dart, it won't always be a bullseye
just like many cars passing you by
i will compile it into a book
and it will be tucked away
and once in a while, i will take it out
to remember what used to be
but i won't go back there
you won't be honoured
you don't want it
and you don't know it

excuse me :X
8:30:00 PM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

if you're not, you're not

don't try to be

what you'll never be

excuse me :X
7:07:00 PM

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

the longest and biggest lie of all

what you don't know won't hurt you
how true

there is no secretly
there is only obviously
and a lot of ck in the eye

believed in something so empty
clung onto something so shaky
why

you didn't come to give home made cookies
you came and robbed my house

see past the things that i'm not

throwing paint balls at the wall
some see it as art
some just say it's rubbish
somebody's gonna clean it up anyway

the great villain

leave
be gone
my acknowledgement
what for

tossing the die by myself
i won
i lost
actually, i'm not even there

what does it take?

ingenious fool

无奈，我不说

最大的悔恨

比苦瓜还要苦

sometimes the truth get so twisted
just step back and see
give them a fresh start
if they are bad, it will show

excuse me :X
7:22:00 PM

Sunday, April 06, 2008

my big bro is going to
taiwan for training tomorrow
his flight is around 2am
if i'm going to send him off
that means i can only reach home at
12 or 1am
and he'll only be back in around a month's time
and my mum
she's having this stomachache for a few days now
she went to the hospital just now
after the doctor told her many times to go
i hope everything is well

excuse me :X
8:31:00 PM

Saturday, April 05, 2008

you don't know the pain
my tears like the rain
you make me feel the best and the worst
i'm thinking you're some sort of curse
this numbness that i feel
was it caused by you?
i told myself i had enough
i will wipe my tears and laugh
but it won't go away
it's pierced so deep it's gonna stay
i just wish you could see
this isn't easy for me
i didn't ask for any of this
all i wanted was some peace
the only thing i wanted you to understand
is that i'm doing all that i can
but it's not working
it's not disappearing
the time will soon come
when you will start to run
and sooner or later
you will leave my sight forever

excuse me :X
7:02:00 PM

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

there's something i wanna say
but i don't know if you want to hear it
you don't know the meaning of tired

excuse me :X
10:31:00 PM