Friday, May 29, 2009
went back to css yesterday
we went to see the teachers
saw mrs philip, mrs yeo, ms faith, mdm chang
anil said she saw a 'flash of green' walk past in the staff room
and that was mr koh
lol
i also saw mr ng
but when i first saw him i wanted to call him but did not know how to address lol
and the teachers talk until like we are very miserable and stressed out
lol
and i got to see the reservoir!
now i know why css always so windy
because got the reservoir breeze!
i miss it!
:)
though i did not take a picture of where the exact spot i remembered to be
but i got to experience it again
which was awesome :)
anil & atika with view of the reservoir from one of the staircases, though not that staircase i was talking about.
view of the reservoir with a lot of trees covering it. lol
the reservoir! so nice right! :) this was what i was talking about.
anil & atika having discussion at the reservoir. can't remember what they were talking about. haha
me, anil & atika in canteen (though you can't see it)
atika & me (taken in staff room. we got to sit on the blue chairs! finally! haha)
me & atika. my pass was "v7" and her pass was "v11" so together we are 7-11! lol!
anil & me at reservoir
atika & me. lol. my hard-core lover/seducer for 4 years and counting. hahaha! ( i can't believe i admitted it lol)
excuse me :X
10:17:00 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
i've finally talked to KARTHIK on msn yesterday night!
i was soooo excited!
it's been like so long
and i must really say
after talking to him, it reminds me why i love him as a friend
he is such a gentleman, so damn nice and awesome and funny and understands me well
i could tell him whatever i want and i like his responses & that's why i like to tell him things
yeah, that's karthik :D
i forgot how nice it is to talk to a person like karthik
because you always shoot me with your arrows
i always have to take it in and suck it up
and pretend it doesn't bother me
i could not tell you whatever i want and i don't like your responses & that's why i don't like to tell you things
yeah, that's you :(
excuse me :X
12:28:00 PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
i wore a smile to sleep last night
i don't know why
but when i realised it, i was smiling for no reason
maybe because i've finally let something go
i hold on to so many things
i don't know which i've let go
somebody told me something yesterday
while i was in the toilet, her words were running through my brain
it makes sense
i didn't know her words went so deep into my brain
she can be my kong zi
hahaha!
to my kong zi:
i'm kou ying xin luan
so next time i say mean things just take it that i actually feel the opposite
if i say nice things also take it i feel the opposite!
haha! no la jk!
yeah, i know you're a very nice friend
and i do treasure you as a friend, even though i don't act like it :)
oh by the way, i'm stalking her! hahaha!
stalkee & stalker
a very nice stalkee ah, let stalker take photo with her
lol!
i don't know why
but i feel proud being her stalker! :)
excuse me :X
10:48:00 AM
Monday, May 18, 2009
i was suddenly reminded of the reservoir across css
especially in sec 4
after a hectic and stressful day in school
when i'm walking down the stairs
and i see the water in the reservoir
at that moment, the wind blowing across your face
you see the calm waters slowly making waves
your whole body calms down
your spirits are lifted
it's such a beautiful sight
i still remember clearly how it looks like, how it feels to be at that moment
damn i'm beginning to miss a lot of things about css
i never knew it could be so good
you won't know what you have was really good until it's gone
where did i go wrong
just when you thought you can totally depend on someone...
that pillar collapsed
i bet you didn't know
whenever i'm down, i just have to think that you're always there
and i would feel better
you give me courage, you keep me going
i feel i could face up to anything because i know you'll be there
another letdown
i feel like pieces of me are tearing themselves away
one by one
maybe it'll continue until there's nothing left of me
how wrong i was to think that it'll be alright because i still have you
i guess anything can happen
excuse me :X
11:29:00 AM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
lol
i'm supposedly still studying for the phy & chem tests tmr
but my fingers very itchy
must type something
haha
yeah, my 2nd bro called just now
it's been such a long time since i heard his voice
i miss him so much
it's not the same without him in the house
you can feel it
i have lesser entertainment
i have one less person to complain to
i have one less person to 'argue' with
our arguments are fun
i have one less person to play with
haha
but then i still have my big bro, so it's not that bad
it's just one less
well, he's been really busy inside
and i heard he got confined for 'losing' his gun
that means he'll be home either next week or the week after that
and he told me about the 'motivational' letter i wrote him
the one which families are supposed to write something to encourage them for the field camp
he said all his friends cried when they read their letters
he was the only one who laughed
he asked: what kind of motivational letter was that?
HAHAHA!
my motivational letter damn unique, make people laugh one :)
anyway, it's impossible to make him cry
because i'm his crazy little sister :D
hope to see him soon! :D
and nowadays i look forward to guzheng practices,
not so much because of the practice, but because i get to see
my group of friends there
we have so much fun
and i laugh so much
i think one of them is a very interesting person
i shall not say the name, but those who supposed to know will know
she's so dao, but at the same time so entertaining
she dao until very funny
hahaha
anyway, tmr guzheng full dress rehearsal frm 3.30 to 8pm leh!
siao!
but i look forward to it! :)
yeah, concentrate on the things that make me smile
though the ones that make me frown's right smack in front of my face everyday
sigh
excuse me :X
11:33:00 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
learn to live with it
to see the things i do not want to see
learn to let go
to see those smiles
pretend
should have never let myself fall
cut the ties
what was that
almost there
but stopped short
that day will come
i won't give you what you don't deserve
prepared for the worst
excuse me :X
8:30:00 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
lately i've been wondering a lot
about things that i've never been so bothered about before
wondering why i am even wondering
then just suddenly today
i decided to make up my mind
to let it all go
i know what's it like
i choose whether to climb the step or not
and i chose not to
so i'm gonna turn my back on it
it doesn't matter to me
besides, 4 arrows are enough
excuse me :X
5:55:00 PM
Saturday, May 09, 2009
I WILL NOT GO THROUGH IT AGAIN!
excuse me :X
11:20:00 AM
Friday, May 01, 2009
today went out with nas & borat
actually i was in a dilemma as to whether to go or not
until this morning i'm still thinking
then in the end i finally decided to go
it turned out VERY well
i enjoyed myself VERY MUCH
we went to this new shopping mall called iluma at bugis
we went to watch wolverine
it was nice, but borat keep saying very drama
haha
yeah, after the movie we want to find toilet
but the toilets in iluma was always very crowded
some only got 2 cubicles
so we decided to go bugis junction's toilets
on our way there me & nas kept laughing
all the way
until inside the toiler already still laughing
haha
then we were saying what go bugis toilet very fun
so everytime nas want to go toilet she must travel all the way to bugis
that's why she's always not home
oh yeah!
before the movie & after we ate at burger king
we went to sit down at iluma
then we watch people walk past
then i said it's interesting to watch people walk past
can see all sorts of weirdos
then we had this idea of walking with the crowd then take picture
then can put "weirdo 1" and "weirdo 2"
hahaha!
so i ask nas to go try
when a crowd was coming, she would go join the crowd then try to blend in with the crowd and walk with them
then she always get left behind or something
i was taking the picture and always very blur
then she have to keep walking again!
haha
it was so idiotic
but it was FUN!
then we walked together
i walked behind nas
hahahaah!
yeah, it was worth going out today :D
pics on facebook! but damn blur
haha
excuse me :X
9:58:00 PM
