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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

wah its like 2.30 am now and i'm writing this
anyway i just feel like saying after confiding in my friend i felt so much better
and what she said was right, she can only help me by talking to me
i also think so
and she's like so nice. i smsed her to ask if she free to talk
because i got quarter life crisis
and at first she said not really but later she came online
just to listen to me
it was so nice
because i always confide her with my problems
she's a very good listening ear
and she has like same mentality as me, we think like the same way
so she understands me better then easier to talk to
then i only found out today
everytime we chat online
then the times we chat until very late
then she always wait for me to sleep first then she go sleep
because i ask her what time she have to sleep
then she said whenever you sleep
oh and just now i told her my very very personal thoughts and feelings
which were all very crazy
but then she told me she also felt that way before
i was so surprised
but at least there's someone who've been through it before
it makes me feel somewhat better
she is one true friend
i told her she'll be my friend for life, confirmed already :D
THANKS SO MUCH! :DD

excuse me :X
2:27:00 AM

Monday, June 22, 2009

went es outing today
kok haw, me, yan ngee and yu xuan
notice the order of the names?
got significance one
haha
the first name to be mentioned is the earliest to reach
kok haw reached like 11.40 like that
then followed by me
i reached like just before 12
then yan ngee 12.01?
yu xuan was like the earliest
12.42
the best
then later we were deciding where to go for like 20mins
and missed don't know how many trains
haha
finally we decided to go town first then later then say
we went to xing wang to eat, again!
we go there for don't know how many times already
yeah and kok haw you very big square ah
$13! haha
yeah then later we walk around and explore
we went central then plaza sing
at plaza sing we went to mos burger to sit down and talk
haha
we just bought ice milk tea and talked for don't know how long
and we drank milk tea at xing wang also
like drink milk tea the whole day
haha
and we talked a lot about our pri sch days
because we talk about everything we could rmb
from teachers to areas in the school to ex schoolmates and everything
it was sooooo hilarious
and i was reminded of many things
and i suddenly rmbed very clearly how the school compound looks like
i want to go back there again
it's been so long already
we talk mostly of events and characters from that school
those were good times and time fly by so quickly
at mos burger it was like we reliving our days like that
and i laugh until my mouth ached
i think we were the nosiest table there
like usual
we always very noisy
haha
yeah then later we walked to the cathay and just walk around
then later actually kok haw wanted to take bus
cause mrt was ex for him
but then he went to take mrt with us because yan ngee was talking about some gossip about their sec sch ppl and he wanted to hear
haha
oh i rmb! kok haw had to pay extra 'cause he stayed in the mrt for more than 2 hours
he was inside since 11.40 to like 1 plus haha
yeah so on the train we gossip about ppl from yan ngee and kok haw's sec school
i think the boys very childish
like grow up la
haha
yeah so after yu xuan alighted then later kok haw went to sit down by himself
then i told yan ngee to take photo and put on stomp
say: most inconsiderate person in singapore
haha
then we talked about singaporean aunties on public transport
so funny la!
the things that they do
yan ngee told me got one time she was walking towards this seat
then this auntie was like right behind her
then she threw her bag at the seat to like book it
lol!
like so ridiculous la
omg
haha
yeah so that's basically it
GREAT TIME :)))))))))))))))))))))

excuse me :X
9:04:00 PM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

had family dinner at shangri la hotel the line
it was a buffet
and it was freaking expensive
especially because today is father's day
the food was good but there were some exceptions
esp the steamed fish, omg la, so soft it melts in your mouth
and the mashed potato was nice too
the service was very good
and the hotel look damn freaking nice
today was my 2 brothers' treat
first time they treat us
haha
i rmm me and me 2nd bro went to take the marshmallow fondue thingy
after we coat the marshmallows he went to stick the plate into the fondue thing
as though he want to coat the plate also
then in the end he never eat the chocolate that he took
hahaha
i think i can don't eat for the next few days already
and the dessert is sooooo damn sweet
i have to run don't know how many rounds after this
oh and on our way there and back
my 2nd bro was like dancing to 'nobody' by wonder girls beside me in the car
it's like a 'perfect' place to dance, seriously
the car is like so small already
we are already squeezed to one another
and he danced like nobody's business
purposely move his arms to kajiao me
i think he watched enough of the video that he mastered the moves already
anyway i don't get why so many people are into the song
the world has gone mad!! hahaha
photos in facebook! :)))))

TMR ES OUTING! :DDDDD

excuse me :X
10:33:00 PM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

today went with nas & zy to minds cafe! :)
we played like 5 games
expressions, tiki thing, bluff game, cluedo, and falling monkeys
nas keep losing
like the ultimate loser XD
then zy is the overall winner
she won 3 games
i won 2 games
nas lost 2 and got 2nd place for 3 games
haha
she got loser luck :)
then the losers will have their picture taken
so nas got the most photos
haha
the cafe was fun and entertaining :)
then nas and i actually conspiring to make zy lose for the last round of cluedo in the toilet
then when we came out zy say she don't want to play already
aiya! then we can't use our cheating strategies
haha
anyway the strategy was if zy said the thing and we have that card
i will blink profusely at nas
and nas will give her sparstic weird weird look
haha
ha! i rmb nas got 13 monkeys for falling monkeys! hahaha
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
oh i rmb got 1 game called" do you like your dogs?" hahaha!
pics on facebook!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

excuse me :X
10:00:00 PM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

like the weather
sometimes it's sunshine sometimes it's thunderstorm
i must check the forecast before i leave the house
when i'm out i must always look up and check the clouds
to see if the sun is still shining or rain is going to come
i'm the kind who does not like to bring an umbrella out
it's a risk all the time
at first, i did not mind getting drenched sometimes
but then i get tired of having to go home and wash the clothes clean
and then they got drenched again
it's so unpredictable
and it's so not fun

don't make the world revolve around you
who do you think you are

don't make people become tired of you
that's just pathetic

the world could do without you
believe it

excuse me :X
10:54:00 AM

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

2nd bro's POP

me, 2nd bro, big bro at dinner buffet after 2nd bro's pop

me, my crazy hair & closed eyes on the ferry with my 2nd bro. soon after his cap flew away. oops :X

my 2nd bro's best buddy & 2nd bro

my 2nd bro with his awards. one of them is for coy best shot! :) yeah his sparstic pose. haha

family photo! (without my big bro, he got work & the lady i forgot who she is :x)

another one

zulu camp award winners

another one

the parade

my 2nd bro & me! :)

my 2nd bro & dad!

my 2nd bro & mum!

the parade

excuse me :X
10:57:00 PM

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

tmr's my 2nd bro's passing out parade
it seems so slow and fast at the same time
finally he's graduating
some sort
when he first went in there he was miserable
said it was very sian inside
then when he calls you can hear the sianness in his voice
haha
yeah
but now he seems to be enjoying his time inside
at least better than the first week
and i found out that he made this very good new friend
they are very close
and when he told me about him, i felt that he treasure this friend a lot
and i can tell from his actions too
he even went to make this photo thingy for him for the pop
i'm glad he has met someone like that
someone that makes you feel great
someone that you think is so worthy
i know what this feels like
i have known people like this and i am thankful :)
i'm happy for him and i think they will be friends for a long time to come

come to your senses and think
there is nothing to it
you're just kidding yourself
and making yourself feel horrible
go back to the way it was
before i let myself fall
i've stuffed too much meaning in you
you can't contain so much
you are not supposed to anyway
stop screwing up
i was disappointed so many times
put too many hopes on you
you can't take it
you're not the one to take it
you're not strong enough to support it
you crumble anytime
step out, shut up
i won't let you be another one
i know what's it like
all messed up
can't go back
sigh and regret
it was okay until i screwed it up
still trying to find back
THE WAY IT WAS

it's confusing, i know
but that's just how i feel

excuse me :X
12:57:00 PM