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Thursday, December 31, 2009

last day of 2009
what a year it has been
and the funny thing is that i never thought about my life after 2008
i don't know why
it's not that i thought about my life before 2008 but it's like i never saw after 2008
hmmm i also don't know what i'm talking about
haha
and this time round, i will make a resolution not to make resolutions
because i realised that if i wanna do something, i should just do it
and not wait for that 'auspicious' day to start doing it
because i know if i wait i can give myself a million reasons to not start it
and i never will
haha
all i can say is that 2009 opened my eyes to a lot of things
and i experienced a lot of things
the good ones and the bad ones
and i needed that breaking point to realise something
i took a step back and saw myself
i climbed up the fence and saw the other side
the side i needed to see
it's like a hell hole if you're stuck on one side and couldn't see the other side
and really, the other side is so much more beautiful
i really enjoyed the good times
and the bad times will be lessons to me
and there are a lot of things that are not about

and i suddenly feel like going on an adventure
because for the most part of my life, it has been revolving around studies
i really don't do much other than studying
i know it's important but i want to do something else also
that's why i'm excited about the days after a levels
i have so much time to do things that i wanted to do
it may sound funny but last night on tv
there's this part when they were showing the making of the lord of the rings
and i told my brothers that how i wish i could live in those times like in the story
like medieval times
and go on adventures and stuff, help people hunt things etc
it's like you'll be exposed to a lot of things
and going on adventure means doing stuff that i'm afraid to do
before i do it i will be damn scared
but after i've done it, i will feel so accomplished and proud of myself
and so damn happy
that feeling makes everything worth it :D
feels childish eh, but hello it's me leh
and i was talking to hf about this and she also got excited
i am so going on an adventure after a levels! :DD

excuse me :X
10:43:00 AM

Friday, December 25, 2009

i was watching 'how i met your mother' in my bros' room late last night

and there was something about being trapped under a rock

and my bros started talking about the mystery question that i asked them when we were very young

i remembered we still shared a bedroom together and we just kept talking late into the night

and i asked this question something about there was this person trapped in between a giant rocks, how did the person get out or something

i did not reveal the answer that night

or the next day

or the day after that

or the next month

or the next year

or until today

hahaha

because honestly, i can't remember if i even knew the answer!

but the point here is, it's quite magical that all 3 of us remembered the same thing so vividly

i know i did because i can still picture the setting of the question very well

and when i was growing up, this was one of those strong memories that never goes away

you know there are some moments you would remember forever for no apparent reasons and there are some that you just forget about it once it passes

and for the 3 of us to remember the exact same moment in time for such a long time, it's really something

and i wanna say something about the show

it has been 5 seasons into the show now and we still haven't met the mother

and the narrator has been talking for 5 years already lol

the first few seasons were not tha funny to me, practically did not laugh throughout the episodes

but then it got better but more crude

and then i think season 5 was the funniest so far, i actually laughed almost at every part of the show

so anyway, what i want to say is that the show has a part that resembles my life

all i can say is this represents that

and the narration about life and everything was meaningful

i felt the same way as what the narrator was saying

barney is the one who doesn't thinks but always do

and ted is the one who always thinks but never do

i should be more like barney, less thinking, more doing

haha

oh i think that my hp's the problem

sometimes i can't receive messages sometimes i couldn't send them out

before myla changed her hp, there was this problem

and after she changed her hp, there was still this problem

i really think it's my hp's fault

and not just with her

sometimes i can't receive other people's messages

really can't wait to change hp!

and i've got to be more 'ji ji' in learning guitar

because i asked my 2nd bro how long had he learnt guitar before stopping and found out that he took around 3 months to learn until grade 2

and theory grade 3

and me?

it's almost a year and i've only progressed to grade 1 lol

seriously!

and my guitar teacher kept talking about people who took like what 2,3 years to learn until grade 8

i think this will motivate me to be more focused

oh and thanks to all those who smsed to wish me merry xmas

MEERY XMAS! :D

and there was this other smile messages

although i did not send them back but i feel the same way too :)

actually i'm always confused as to whether to send back or not this kind of messages

i want to, but always never send back haha

excuse me :X
12:05:00 PM

Thursday, December 24, 2009

yesterday went around exploring with yx and yn
kok haw couldn't make it because he's ssoooooooooooo bbbbbuuuuusssssyyyyyy
so it's not a full e.s outing
we went joo chiat to search for this noodle shop
just when we thought we missed it it was just beside us
how lucky
and there were hotel 81s everywhere!
because we met at 2 so the afternoon passed by very quickly
then we went to tampines 1 and walked around
it was my first time there like duh why would i go that far so often lol
it was one of the nicer looking malls i've seen in that area
then we went manpuku (is it?) to eat
then later we took like 1 and a half hour bus ride home
yx said: zuo dao ni pi gu tong haha!
and we reached cck mrt at around 11.
luckily my last bus was at 1130 or else have to sleep there already haha
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excuse me :X
11:52:00 AM

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

today went pitstop cafe with borats and nas
don't know somebody ask me don't be late, and she herself go picnic in chinese garden! haha!
jq beat me by a mere 13 minutes! haha
saiful got something so he joined us later
then we went long john for lunch
then after that it started to rain
but stopped soon after
only then nas took out her umbrella
and sharing umbrella with her, you must sacrifice your hairstyle
after sharing it will be gone
because as you know, her height cannot accomodate my height
my poor hair... haha
yeah so we reached pitstop cafe
there were a lot of photos of people who came here before on the wall
and i said that we should print a big poster size of our photo and paste across the wall, cover all the other photos! haha
and we played a lot of games
we played the guess the word game
we guess like wild monkeys there
i think we're the loudest there
but who cares haha
i remember when jq gave the clue: what is nas
then she herself said dumb! immature! childish! tall!
then i said: delusional! denial! short! dumb! lol
but i can't rmb what was the answer
then there was once, jq haven't even said anything and nas just guessed mole!
??? then later my turn and the word mole came out lol
then still got jq's clue was: what am i going to do now?
i said: fart! hahaha! but the answer was 'quit' haha
i think nas lost right? yeah most probably and jq won! haha
as usual, loser have to take loser pic, go fb
then we played faling monkeys
like last time at mindscafe, nas lost too with 13 monkeys!
monkeywoman
and the next round jq lost, like competing with nas to see who have more monkey babies! haha
and we played tiki tiki tok
and i won most of the rounds!
only scheming people can win this kind of strategy game
haha no la jk
jq and nas can eat my dust! hahaha!
as usual, nas very lousy in this game and lost
we found out she never use strategy to play one
then later she tried to put on her 'strategy thinking face' which was like....yeah
hahaha won't elaborate
then we played ugly dolls
it's the most thrilling game ever!
we snatched like training for great singapore sale like that
just anyhow whack and grab! haha
old ppl cannot take this kind of game
will heart attack. haha
then saiful finally came
we played pictureka for a while
i rmb nas's turn, she was supposed to find 7 things that can sit on
among the things she pointed was shark, dog, volcano
who sits on a volcano? hahaha!
then we played would you rather...
it's a kind of game where other players guess whether the person would rather do this or that...
then got challenge
i remember the first challenge was the other players have choose one option and write down an interesting reason for the choice
the question was something like: would you rather eat bland food prepared hygienically or nice food prepared in a manner risky for your health?
my reason got the most vote! haha it was: eat bland food prepared hygienically. reason: i want to live!
then another question was like: would you rather have s with your friend's parents or your friend have s with your parents
saiful chose the first option. his reason was the best and it was: because i'm a w****!
hahaha!
then another one the best
question: would you rather fetch your mail outside your house naked or watch your spouse get the mail naked
saiful said first option and the reason have something to do with jiggling. i cannot say here
too censored! lol haha
i rmb another type of challenge was we have to complete the second part of the question and whoever's answer got picked can move on to the next level
question: would you rather walk around naked or....
i said pose in teletubby bikini
lol
and obviously i lost, the answer so ridiculous haha
it was fun!
then later i finally gave nas the present that was supposed to be given to her last year
haha! i told her this morning to bring a decent bag with decent size
this was to contain the present
it was a box and inside got some fragrant thing, a shit doll, a letter and a book i made myself! haha
and i shred the paper up to give mysterious feeling to cover the things inside the box
and nas at first wanted to read every one of the strip! haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAS FOR 08 and 09! haha :D
at around 6 we left
then we went esplanadet there and walked around
and nas had to leave early
then left the three of us
we sat down at the sg river there thinking what to eat
and we saw a lot of 'floating balls' lol
and we saw a lot of people running by
like got some marathon
finally we decided to go marina square and find food
we then settled for subway after searching high and low
and we're damn lame inside
because when we just got in, we wanted to sit at the table with couches
but got a man sitting there
so we just chose another place
then we noticed the man was leaving
so we camped there eyeing at the guy for him to leave
and we'll just casually walk over and plop ourselves there
but the man pack damn slow, so i said he pack like a sissy
haha
it was really damn slow
so when he finally, finally left, i just pretended and said: oh look there got space. let's go sit there!
like so casual, no one would know we've been eyeing for that seat
haha!
then after we go walk some more and went home
lastly, we took a boratic pic on the train before i alighted
it was fun, being boratic, talking about stupid things and laughing at the most senseless things
and being our childish lame crazy fun selves
it's fun to be surrounded by people with the same frequency and maturity level as you hahaha!
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excuse me :X
10:28:00 PM

Friday, December 18, 2009

HAPPY BIRDDAY BIG BRO! :D
today is his 21st birthday!
we went out to celebrate at Dozo yesterday night
i didn't know Dozo was japanese fine dining until i got there
the food and service was awesome
although the portions were small, the presentation and decoration were damn nice
some looked too nice to be eaten
haha!
you could see the effort that they put to present every dish
i got to taste things i've never tasted before
for the starter, it's the first time i didn't even know what i'm eating
it's like they say is this but you really can't taste the taste you usually taste
lol
the ambience was good also
the staff were all very friendly
so we took photos of every dish
i will upload on fb later
haha
then after we ate we gave my big bro his bday present from me my 2nd bro and my mum
i wrapped the present in paper(which was nice one) and i tried to make a black ribbon
but it didn't work out and when i kept the present it was flattened
so the ribbon was squashed
so when i gave to my big bro, i asked him what's the black thing on top
then he said don't know
then i said you cannot see meh, it's a ribbon!
then he said, no i cannot see
lol
the present was this alarm clock calendar can play music and put photos de thing
i admit it's quite a disaster my wrapping skills
but i tried something new this year
and it's the effort that counts! XD
and due to my 'awesome' wrapping skills, he didn't know how to open it! haha!
then after that, my big bro still not full so we went clark quay de 'da wan zhou'
i remember we always go there to eat when we were young
but nowadays it's very quiet
me and da sao shared one bowl of porridge and we couldn't finish it
too full already
next 3 days no need to eat le
hahaha

anyway, here's something for my big bro
he has always been there for me no matter what
always cheered me up when i was down
we play like we're still children
but he's the most responsible as he's the eldest
i remember once i was very sad and i started talking to him in the middle of the night
and we talked and he consoled me throughout the night until like 3 or 4 in the morning
i appreciated his patience and not falling asleep halfway through! haha!
and he is kind and nice to every one around him
and it's really fun to be around him
:DDDDDDDDDD

yesterday while teaching my mum english
she got this book where she writes down all the words she learnt
so i tested her, i asked what is sideburn
then she said ' pang bian zhao huo lor'
hahaha! i was laughing like mad when i heard that
i kept laughing at her
then during dinner i told everyone this again
lol

excuse me :X
10:05:00 AM

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

so i performed guzheng yesterday for a guitar concert
weird huh
but my guitar teacher invited me to perform guzheng
my mum ask me why i didn't wear the school guzheng costume
and i'm like if i wore i can just throw my face away already
haha
when my guitar teacher called me to perform
everyone in front turned to look at me
every single one of them
i was like woah, too much attention
my performance was okay
i was damn nervous la
my fingers were shaking at first but as i played it became better
halfway through the second song i forgot the notes
then i tried to scam the audience by playing some random notes then continue
but i totally blanked
so i had to pause and flip the score book
so embarrassing! haha
later my mum said it was not so good because she has heard me play a lot of times
but valerie said it was good, so i think the audience won't think it's that bad
hahaha
yeah i was shocked when i saw valerie there
apparently we have the same guitar teacher
but she didn't perform... aww.. couldn't watch her perform
:)

excuse me :X
12:48:00 PM