okay so i went to explore haji lane with yu xuan and kok haw today it's quite interesting except that most of the shops were closed i don't mind going back again and it was a very short adventure i was like: huh? end already ah? it's really just one lane haha oh! there's this buidling called parkview square i think it looks very nice, like batman gotham city style kind of building pictures are on facebook i'm very satisfied with the pictures because they are very clear! :D then we went tampines went to what mall is that called again? then it was like 5 plus already and i had to go off soon for dinner at my mum's friend's house i will always remember squirrel nut! haha today was fun because we said a lot of funny stuff and laughed a lot too bad yan ngee couldn't make it :(
i'm thinking of switching to tumblr because it looked quite cool maybe someday when i have the time :)
excuse me :X
10:02:00 PM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
i won't forget who you are but i'll forget who you are to me that's as good as not having known you at all all the moments in time turn to shiny dusts and fly away to a place that will never be found because you let go so i let go with these tired hands shaking from gripping on to a rope that only slips away like a child who first lost grip of his balloon he chases after it desperately trying to catch it but at that moment, the string brushes against his hand and floats up into the sky the balloon has slipped in front of his eyes he feels sad but then he took a step back and saw that the balloon floating against the clear blue sky it actually looked beautiful and he smiled because at that moment, he has let go from his heart sometimes in life, you just have to let go no matter how much you fight inside it's just your fight with yourself like heck, it's not as though the person knows you're fighting things i do not say does not mean i don't know i've noticed and honestly it makes me sad things i do not do does not mean i don't want to, but i don't know how to don't look at me like i'm dead to you don't look at me like i'm not there don't look at me but see past me whatever your reasons, i do miss it because it brought laughter to me i was smiling inside the whole time like you're desperately trying to speak but left speechless upon the first word like you wanna do something but left numb upon the first movement i do care, but on the outside, i look like a block of cold hard ice i need to be hammered to break the front you know the nagging feeling that tells you it's time to let something go well, it's not really here yet i'm just waiting for the moment for something to see for something to hear for something to tell me it's time to let go
i may not talk much about you but it's all for the better so i won't curse it if you have someone in mind, you're probably wrong because i do not care enough about you to write something about you
excuse me :X
9:35:00 AM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
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Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
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