As i look into those eyes i thought could never falter I could hear the waves crashing through the pillar I have never felt so scared in my life In the blistering cold, you pushed me to dive
Should have never put you on that pedastal Who was i to think you'd never fall It's so ridiculously high nobody could survive up there Maybe you've finally threw your hands up because it's not fair
I could honestly say i never saw you the same since that day A part of me that has always been intact just ripped away You, of all people, should be blinded by all my insanity But for the first time, you lifted your finger and pointed at me
So if the world pointed to the vase where i hid it
Try as i might, there is nothing for me to admit I would still hear the vase smash Because it is the trust we don't have
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10:33:00 PM
Monday, January 24, 2011
i learnt a lot of life skills from my newly appointed life skill coach yesterday! haha. we talked a lot about some interesting topics and i've realised a lot of things. i am definitely more 'knowledgeable' about certain things now haha. we used a lot of colourful metaphors to tell our 'story' in public! haha. but its quite disheartening to know some things, but they are the truth. anyway it was so fun talking to yx and kh though yn couldn't make it. but we were quite unlucky as we couldn't eat at both the places we planned to. one was full and the other was closed on alternate sundays. lol. and yesterday was that alternate sunday. but dinner at IKEA was fun! i was shocked at yx's appetite! and his princess cake was actually quite nice! haha. and i totally missed a heck of a good show! thanks to kh. at first tell me my 1 or 2 o clock and i was looking in the totally wrong direction at totally the wrong people. then later when i was finally looking at the right direction, he made me look at the wrong pair of socks. my spot was perfect because it was blocked by yx and his food. haha no la. we almost wanted to change my feng shui but it would be too obvious. in the end, the pair of socks left, and i didn't even get to see the colour of them. as kh said: zhen de hen mei you yuan. hanorh!
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12:47:00 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2011
19/01/11 Was a fun day. I had a blast! It was so good to see her again. And all the funny things we did. We went to check out rock&ash and there was this girl giving out discount flyers outside. Across it was another restaurant and we went to check that out also before making the big life changing decision we will ever make for that afternoon. Haha. Because we couldn't decide, I told her we should ask the girl from the other restaurant: do you think your restaurant or that restaurant is cheaper? So qian bian.Haha! Of course we didn't ask and our final decision was made. Rock&ash. It was not because of the discount flyer -wink wink- I'm serious. :p then comes deciding on what to order. It wasn't easy ( although we didn't have a lot to choose from). We came up with this genius plan. For me, it was a battle between dory fish and mushroom baked rice. For her it was a battle between kao ma ling shu( I insist on saying in mandarin!) or dory fish. So if the kao ma ling shu had beef she would take the dory fish and i would take the baked rice. If the kao ma ling shu doesn't have beef she would take it and i would take the dory fish. So basically it was up to her to see if she will take the kmls so that I will take the dory fish. If not, then she would take dory and i would take baked rice. I just repeated it so that it sounds more complicated than it is. Haha. But still. So genius right? After helped us ordered, she just remembered that she wanted spicy cheese fries too and there was another guy behind us in the queue. So when we are about to return to our seats she went back to the counter again and I saw the guy's face. It was awkward. Haha. I remembered as I dipped my fries into the cheese, I told her: eh this cheese is spicy leh! Then she said: because this is spicy cheese, remember? And I just said a dumb thing, yet again in front of her. We had quite a long lunch, eating and talking and stuff. Then came the bubble tree shop incident. So we just stood there staring at the menu above, I was unable to decide what to order. We stood there for a quite a while, laughing as she imitated the staff's accent (she was there the other time) and saying that the two staff standing behind the counter must be thinking why are these two people standing in front of the store and laughing. While I was deciding, she got to hear the conversation between the two staff. They must be feeling the same way as we did. After a long while, I decided not to buy anything and we left. It was so funny because can you imagine 2 people standing there in front of a store and kept laughing and walk away. We have just earned ourselves the title of weirdos to the 2 of them there. We finally settled at Starbucks to watch the movie '15'. While the videos were loading, we had our fun little beauty pageant event. It was so hilarious and one contestant managed to cling onto the top spot for some time while the other was getting pushed further behind as more contestants came into it. She couldn't believe my expert judgement. So yeah the movie was about the life of ah bengs in Singapore. I will forever remember this particular scene because it was so touching. It was more romantic than titanic. Haha. It was definitely worthy of the AWW SO SWEET moment for me. Haha! It was a nice movie with a lot of hokkien which i don't understand and outbursts of songs in hokkien. 小姐，可以做个朋友吗？不要这样dao leh。为什么你这样dao? These lovely words are said to a dustbin. And random stranger on the steet: eh 你们pon sch ah? 我也是。可以拿你的电话号马吗？2 ah bengs: 好ah. 以后你打给我们我们一起pon. Haha! After the movie we took lots of pictures pretty much the same pose. Her fringe ah, Aiyo. Haha! We also realized our potential to become horror movie actresses. Just look at us with our eyes wide open. Truly horrific. Guarantee to induce puke,nausea or putting one leg in front of the other repeatedly in quick motion in opposite direction. Hahaha. As we were walking back, we passed by bubble tree again. We should go and stand there again. Haha! Thanks soulmate for a wonderful day! :) I really enjoyed it and hope we can do it some time again. :D
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10:01:00 AM
Saturday, January 08, 2011
"We are going to die, and that makes us the lucky ones. Most people are never going to die because they are never going to be born. The potential people who could have been here in my place but who will in fact never see the light of day outnumber the sand grains of Arabia. Certainly those unborn ghosts include greater poets than Keats, scientists greater than Newton. We know this because the set of possible people allowed by our DNA so massively exceeds the set of actual people. In the teeth of these stupefying odds it is you and I, in our ordinariness, that are here." - Richard Dawkins
In the end it will be okay. If it's not okay, it's not the end. - unknown
You have enemies? Good. That means you've stood up for something, sometime in your life.-anonymous
"My happiness grows in direct proportion to my acceptance, and in inverse proportion to my expectations." - -- Michael J. Fox
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11:18:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
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HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)
