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Sunday, April 24, 2011

i don't expect you to understand
it's beyond your ability to comprehend
this is now and that was then
did you really think i had nothing better to do than to pretend?


that's why i'm saying this again
maybe you think i'm just insane
what the hell is wrong with her, what's wrong with her brain?
if you had asked i would've explained


or has it never occurred to you
that i am a person, i have my point of view
that i live my life, i walk in my shoe
did you ever try to see what i went through?


just because of what you see
doesn't mean it's what it's actually supposed to be
how i wish it were that simple and easy
but open your eyes damnit, don't just believe so brainlessly


i do have a part to blame
for causing all these struggle and pain
days of darkness, tears like rain
but in the end it's still the same


what did you expect me to hold on to
when i had nothing to believe it was true
so i was lost and didn't know what to do
i let the lies get to me and drown myself in a lie-infested pool


of course it's dumb when i think of it now
but i wouldn't have known it then, would i now?
it's beyond what my mind would allow
and thanks for helping out by sitting there when i'm forced to watch something so foul


i took every word seriously
but it seemed like you thought i didn't, apparently
i chose to let them all bother me
i broke them down and piece them up incorrectly
and there you have it, a screwed up masterpiece


It’s no wonder they say for a lie to work one has to say it and the other to believe it
And I naively believed all that shit
Not necessarily lies, but just what you did
I still don’t trust you, and unlike you, I mean it


Don’t know how many times I’ve walked this way
Only to regret the very next day
When my mind clears away of all that grey
And I finally see what I’ve thrown away


I admit this may be blown out of proportion
Now that I see, it was the perfect concoction
The ground was already cracked, if you haven’t noticed, when you stomped on it with or without intention
The timing was great, everything…oh and the acting…might just even be worth the mention

excuse me :X
6:17:00 PM

THE OLD FART
Wan En
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