only starting to learn what should have been learnt 18 years ago. when it finally hits you that you are drawing from the wrong power supply. the opposite of a blessing in disguise. but why only now then i can see? it's like walking in the forest in the dark by myself.
why is this happening
beneath the tranquil surface of the ocean always lies violent undercurrents. like my mind. chaotic inside. when things gets too much down comes the shutter. it's not that i forget or i don't feel. there are too much unpleasantness that it has become an almost auto mode for it to switch to.
so disconnected with words. like i really don't know how.
there is a way. just that i haven't found it yet.
i need to keep my head up.
excuse me :X
2:52:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
18
HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)
