Thursday, December 29, 2011
I just got back from my Penang trip with borats yesterday. it was very fun! we mostly shopped and walked around, though we didn't have time to finish exploring. one of the highlights was the trishaw ride. i thought it was my first time riding it but according to my mum, i've rode it before when i was younger. i have no memory of that. haha. but the trishaw ride was very fun! it's like so close to the cars and the people walking on the roads. i feel like it's an theme park ride. haha. the weather was very nice also when we rode the trishaws. though it's not very good for the uncles who are mostly quite old already. how cool will it be if everyone rode in trishaws and the the person cycling and the person on the trishaw take turns. then can just travel in trishaws already. haha. we also did the parasailing and jet skiing. okay these 2 are really my first times. it was really fun and awesome. i didn't dare to drive the jet ski for the fear that it might topple but nas wanted it to topple. haha. i think i wouldn't have as much fun if i drove it because sitting behind a mad woman driving on a jet ski is really really fun to the max. hahaha. one of the things we didn't get to do was the horse riding. not meant to ride it this time but maybe next time. we also went for the foo massage. at least nas and jq did. it was really interesting listening to how he could tell the problems from foot massage. we also ate at the revolving restaurant which was very cool. the food there was also super nice. how cool if the speed of revolving can be controlled. then can go faster or slower as we pleased. so fun uh! hahaha. i have the intention of buying a lot of things but in the end i didn't buy much because i find there isn't much to buy. a lot of the money was spent on taxi. other stuff we did were going up the penang hill and going to the temple. the sea breeze on the penang hill was super duper nice. very nice to run in the morning. the temple had the biggest statue of buddha(? i'm not sure is it the correct term/character) i've ever seen. it was amazing. there was also the night market and seafood dinner. i used to write as many details about trips or outings as possible but i can't remember all of them now. i will rely on the tons of photos we took to help me remember. haha. overall, it was my first time travelling with my friends and it was very fun! i felt i had 'jet lag' from 10 hour bus ride hahaha! it was a fantastic experience and i loved the trip!
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i'm flying off to beijing tomorrow with my family. excited about the negative degrees! hope it snows then can have snowball fight with my bros and build snowman. haha. i think this is the first time our entire tour group is only made up of my family and relatives. and i'll bring laptop over in case i have to bid for my modules in china. haha. this holiday is quite awesome because im not in sg for both christmas and new year's. yay! and so many firsts. :))))))))))
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2:54:00 PM
Thursday, December 22, 2011
I can't tell myself enough how enough is enough. The word 'enough' must mean something to me. That's where I need to get. 'enough is enough' 2 'enough-fe-ss' but I still don't get it. I don't get why I don't get it.
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1:17:00 AM
Friday, December 16, 2011
The results are coming out soon. I really have no expectations for it. Is it for it or of it. Ok i don't know. And I did a pretty stupid thing during that time. Because of that, I realized just when I thought i can't be more silly, I did something so stupid. I'll come to regret it when the results are out. How can something so trivial snowball into something so huge and destructive. I wish I could answer that. I wished i didn't do what i did. And I hope I've learnt. I don't like to say this sentence because I don't believe in it. I never learn. Hopefully even after the blow I can still enjoy my vacation afterwards.
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1:50:00 AM
Wednesday, December 07, 2011
You know sometimes when I sit down and think about what has happened, I realized I am in the same predicament as I was, be it 1 year ago, 4 years ago. It's like oh no wait, again. I don't know why, I never know why. And I can't help but to think that life is going to throw this at me for the rest of my life. Is there supposed to be some kind of pattern? It kind of helps get me used to it if I am stuck in the same situation over and over again, but honestly I'll never get used to it. It'll just get less difficult. Maybe I'm supposed to adjust to this. But how do you adjust to bricks thrown in your face? Will your skin ever toughened to be like that of elephant leg skin to not feel the impact? it sounds harsh but that's how the initial 'shock' of it all feels like. But life is never that bad. It's just hard to see it sometimes.
i never know what i did wrong. i wish somebody would say something. Because I must have done something so unforgivable right.
"There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will. So don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future."
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2:14:00 PM
Tuesday, December 06, 2011
When you get tired and stop resisting
And start accepting
It's the best feeling in the world
Because its one more thing you can finally accept about yourself
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1:38:00 AM
