Sometimes I think if I did this, it would be like something I would have done years ago. Then what would that make me. It would make me be the person I was years ago. So I haven't learnt anything. Then what is the point. It's not easy. It really isn't. But it's for the better. All I've been through would have all been for nothing if I cannot handle this.
One day I hope I can talk about this. Right now I just feel its not the right time yet. But some day in the future, after some time I hope I can say all of these out. I'm looking forward to that day. Because it will signify that I have done it. I am able to overcome it.
Sometimes I wonder. It's the time you can never get back. Yet you still do this. I think you never realise it. Or I just could not understand your point of view.
excuse me :X
12:40:00 AM
Monday, July 02, 2012
pretend the world is funny and forever
I'm just waiting for the day I can say to myself: ni huo gai. You knew this would happen. Yet you still chose to do this to yourself.
The words I cannot find now I hope I can in the future. I am observing and learning. I need to learn.
excuse me :X
3:36:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
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HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)
