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Saturday, March 25, 2006
on my own

there are 2 worlds
separated by a huge wall
there is a door
its locked

one by one
the chosen ones
given their keys
they proceed through

here i am
looking around
i frowned: i don't do this
this is not where i belong

i know the truth
some things just don't happen
left out
alienated

im stuck
i can't get out
i feel so wasted
i can't be what i am

im groom this way
it can't be helped
staring at the door
its still closed

it's clear in my head
im screaming for something
i look up
it's still dark

i made a hole
i peered through it
then i pound my heart
i curled up crying

the door opened
a light slit through
i kept my head low
i know it's not for me

im forced
faking everything
lying to myself
self-deluded

i hear it
i can't take it
i screamed
i choked

i don't feel better
i stared
it won't budge,
i figured

maybe
it's gonna be this way
won't let that happen
it will change

[[i tt it'd be better. it's not]]

excuse me :X
2:42:00 PM

THE OLD FART
Wan En
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Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)

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