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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
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i stared ahead.
could this be it?
i hope so.

the trees, with their greeness
the flowers, with their beauty
the animals, with their cries
i hope it stays like this forever

the sun high up
my body warm
there's no breeze
i'm fidgeting

the crisps of the leaves
the sky pouring
all is yellow
i walk on

small cold dots tickling
both arms around tight
the wind carried my hair
is this real?

there are countless of them
all of different shapes and sizes
they have all sorts of colours
which one is it?

i moved along
when the flaps close
there is a mark
it has a significance

closing my eyes
a stream of white smoke dashed
it revealed something
when i open my eyes
it was there

i can see my shadow
against the black elegant material
the wind blew
i sense a presence

i took a deep breath
and peered in
the inside was
as dark as the outside

i caught a glimpse of glow
it was intense
then i figured
she's not normal

"uoy wnok eht erudecorp?"
"on...siht si ym ts1 emit ereh"
"pfffffft"
"......"

something pierced into my head
the line was connected to a screen
something was out of place
she's not there anymore

then an image appeared in front of me
taking a closer look
it was a figure
who's that?

that swiftness
that smile
that firm stand
that look

i was pulled back
i'm back
sitting up
she handed me a tube

the contents were swirling
there's something about it
it showed images
it was familiar

"knird pu"
"s'tahw siht?"
"ssshhh"
"......"

every drop that went down
it's chillness rubbing against
and landed perfectly
spreading through my body

i felt a force from behind
pushing me through
i heard a door
close shut

i turned around
it was never there
it's gone
where'd it go?

it was then
that i started to realize
something's not right
it was too good to be true
it's what i wanted.

THE ART OF SADISM ©®™

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5:03:00 PM

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