why do i always have to keep on fighting? if i could, i would definitely just choose to shut my eyes and not open it forever
one battle after another when is it ever gonna end? if i could, i would definitely choose to put down my sword and shield and stop fighting
many times i see myself being killed blood all over, game over they've won but i can't just let that happen if i just fall like that, i can drop my weapons and shut my eyes forever wouldn't that be great? isn't that what i've always wanted?
but hell no... i will not let them eat what's leftover of me i will not see the smirk on their faces so i can't die
even if my heart is crushed even if my brain can't think properly anymore i just can't give up on fighting
on the battlefield nobody knows im fighting nobody knows im wounded nobody knows im alone
because of these battles i've lost my soul every attack sucks the soul out of me till im all drained out i no longer have life in me funny huh? if i don't have life isn't it the same as being dead? but im still swinging that sword slashing with all my might still shielding myself even though it does little help
i can't turn back where's the logic if my point of fighting is to make sure i don't return to my old self if i turn back mind as well not fight...
if a bomb would just drop from the sky and bomb everyone in the battlefield even if i got bombed i would smile from the bottom of my heart at least, i would die happy.
excuse me :X
10:30:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
18
HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)
