烦死人了！！！ and it's all because of my dad since last week i already told him that i need him to help me send my guzheng over to my classroom for the teacher to help me tune it and he said ok then today, i woke up and saw him sleeping on the chair, with the tv turned on, as usual (yeah, and he goes around complaining that we're wasting electricity when we, especially me, just come out of my room for a while and didn't off the lights$&$(%@&)@&!!!!!!) then i tried to wake him up, i called him several times and during my last call, he woke up for a moment i knew that he had woken up because he stopped snoring, and i saw that his eyes have slightly opened and then he close it back then i thought: was he purposely ignoring me? maybe not, so i went back into his room to watch tv first, deciding to call him again later then his hp rang and he had to go get it after the call, he told me: why do you need to tune your guzheng anyway? the examiner's not gonna care if your guzheng is out of tune, they just wanna listen to how well you can play then i felt pissed i said: you don't want to send me there isit? then why say such things? then he never ansswer directly, just keep making this same point over and over again (yeah ok, even if the examiner doesn't care about the guzheng being out of tune, then after the exam leh? if we tune it now, then don't need to tune it later what. you know, a well tuned instrument sounds a lot better when you play? you feel nicer playing it? and yeah, i couldn't tune it on my own 'cause i' m not that good. and i don't have a tuner) i thought he was just saying so i went to my room to pack my guzheng up and got ready then when i looked into his room, i saw him sleeping! what the hell!! so i went in and said: you really don't want to send me there isit? he said: your guzheng no need tune la! i'm very tired! ( then he says the same things about the examiner won't care if your guzheng is out of tune...blah blah blah...) ok, now i'm really pissed off he sure is good at making excuses what tired la please lor, all you ever do when you come back form work is to watch tv, and half the time you'll be sleeping there how tiring can that be? and he sorta broke his promise, last minute some more and then i had to tell my teacher we couldn't go we're suppose to be there by 9.45 and i think my teacher's first lesson is at 10 so that means my teacher wanted to come early to help me tune my guzheng and it ended up like this all because of my dad
this is a really long complain because i won't feel satisfied unless i say every single point if i complain about other people, maybe i won't say so much but you see, my dad is different some people wanna grow up to be just like their parents their parents are such good example as for me, and i think my bros too, wanna grow up to NOT be like my dad i realised this long ago the older we get, the more tired of him we are my big bro first realised this 'cause he has experienced it first we don't really interact with our dad unless we necessarily have to i know this may be mean of me to say but it's the truth you try living with him then you know i feel like moving out as soon as possible to get away from all of these bullsht you know, even if my dad doesn' say anything but as long as he is in the house, i will feel kinda feel down, like somebody has poured cold water over me your spirits will fall from the highest point to the lowest and it's no wonder why i never really did feel like smiling whenever i see him my mum once said this: maybe he is spoiled since he is the youngest in the family and my grandma always dotes on him (yeah, i really think so too. and i'm the youngest too. so the more i have to avoid being like him since i know what it feels like to be living with a person with this kind of shtty attitude) no wonder now he doesn't know how to compromise everything has to go his way, he is impatient others can wait for him but he, himself cannot once we let him wait, he' ll throw a temper he always thinks he's right, no matter what (and this is the reason why we don't really fee like talking to him) very stingy, everytime wanna get money from him, he surely will say that i ALWAYS spend a lot yeah other things also, keep saying ALWAYS when i never ALWAYS it's very irritating you know and the list of examples of his shtty attitude can go on and on but i don't want to say all of them not worth it, and i think people can roughly get a picture of this person i'm not trying to make him look bad, it's he, himself, is already like this what can i say....
excuse me :X
9:58:00 AM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
18
HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)
