today went to some photography talk by Gerry Ellis
with the green club members
i thought only the IT members will be there
but it turns out, it was organized by the green club
and i don't understand why the hell we need to go
only 5 IT club members went
the rest were green club members
so pathetic!
it was not a photography talk
more like on environmental awareness
it was quite interesting, the photograph part
but the day was not so great
first, we were told to meet at 12.30pm
but actually was 12.15pm
and then i almost missed the bus that was
transporting us the maris stella high school(the place where the talk was held)
then when i arrived at school, i saw the bus moving
out of the gate
it didn't seem like it was going to wait for me
then seemun called to ask me to hurry up
when i saw the bus at the gate, she told
me to run
so i ran
like what la
ok, this isn't entirely my fault
we were given the wrong time, right?
then, i feel like we're being treated like extras
i mean, if you're gonna treat us like that
why bother even asking us to go?
what, go there and see your lian se ah?
and i saw the real side of somebody
thanks, for letting me see the truth
or else i would've always thought you were good
ha!
and we passed by st. andrews jc!
omg the school is so damn nice
i especially like the bridge over some canal/river (duno?)
but it's over some water body
the bridge is very long too
and the swimming pool!
now i feel like going there, but it's too far away
why all the nice jcs all located so far away?!
and i still don't know which jc i wanna go to...
i still can't figure out maris stella high
whether it's a chinese school or what
'ccause their motto is in chinese
they seem to have a lot of chinese
words at their entrance
but then the name of the school
is so ang moh
and they have a chapel inside the school
so i really don't know what it is
and the school is located in a funny place
just beside it is some sort of a cemetery
don't really know the name
it's like a place where you go to to
pay your respects to the dead
where they have shelves and the names
of the dead people
i'm really bad with terms
and a bit further away is a police place
didn't really catch the name of the place
and to tell you the truth,
i have never heard of the school ever before
before this
and it's probably because it's so far away...
i just saw a video of the song "a sorta fairytale" by tori amos
the song is very beautiful but after watching the video,
it totally turned me off
to see a female head on a leg and a male head
on an arm
and then later they grew the rest of the body
on the beach
i only like the part when had bodies
'cause it's just really freaky to see
a head on an arm/ leg
so now, i'm trying to listen to the song
without thinking about the video
i still feel like puking now
haii
been staying home this whole week
can you imagine how boring it is??!!!
everyday wake up so late
by the time i wake up, almost noon already
half the day is gone
then i do a little bit of things only
then it's night already
and i'm busy preparing for my guzheng exam
coming next wed!!
omg!
everyday i'm practising like 2-3 hours
so damn tired of this routine
but no choice
grade 7
not easy, according to my teacher
gotta work extra extra hard!
想偷懒都不可以
just hope wed comes fast fast and go fast fast
then after that i don't have to worry about anything!
but i scared i screw up
then for the rest of the holiday will be worried
about my results
headache!
if i don't do well, my dad's gonna
nag like hell
argh!!
advice to myself:
get into the music
be one with the music
and then you won't feel the prescence
of the examiner
yeah, easier said than done
so far, i'm not enjoying my holidays AT ALL
one, i'm always cooped at home
obsessed with practising guzheng
two, i can't sleep at night
i will toss and turn for ages
and i still won't fall asleep
so frustrating la
don't know why i can't sleep
now, when i wanna take this holiday to
sleep early everyday also cannot
yeah, sleep early, which means
lying on my bed, trying to sleep
i think my family go sleep already
i'm still wide awake
it has been like this for a few days already
cannot
must find something to make me fall asleep
i'm gonna consult my mother tonight
see if she got any good methods
now i don't feel like sleeping
scared that i can't fall asleep...
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