you never knew me all that i am but you can't see i was wrong about you all that i thought were not true we don't have a place here in this room one of us have to leave soon i wanna take you to places you've never been before and enjoy the trip forever more but that first step you never took i don't know what to say from that look this is what you have and this is what you've missed but that doesn't matter now, really it is all those nights staring at the ceiling and thoughts running wild screaming saying i could be better, i could cross over well, well, what a big dreamer what you are will always be haven't you been listening, you silly? turn around and say goodbye oh wait, save it, you never said hi ******************************************* yeah, i wrote this last night when i couldn't sleep...again! i was desperate to get to sleep so i tried doing a lot of things like play with my hp, listening to the radio and writing this and no, none of them worked i finally finally fell asleep at around 4am it's pretty much rubbish i don't even know what i'm saying i went to see the doctor today, hoping to get some sleeping pills or something but she said they don't offer sleeping pills and advise me to sleep early and wake up at the same time everyday and improve my sleeping pattern i also went to do some research on insomnia and how to sleep better well, i guess i just have to follow what they say pills aren't that good either i really hope i can get my sleep back i used to sleep like a pig and that was a good thing! how i missed being a pig!
i wanna sleep!!!
excuse me :X
12:59:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
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HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)
