went for jap buffet dinner today it was quite satisfactory and i'm seriously getting fat and tmr's atika's bro's wedding aaahhhhh, should stop eating so much hahaha and go running come, somebody make me angry then i'll be damn motivated to run to vent anger. hahaha and i read this article today that exercise does not help to lose weight? but the more effective way to lose weight is to move more, like take the stairs, walk more etc i mean i agree with moving more helps but exercise helps to they say it does not help because people tend to eat more to 'reward' themselves or they feel hungrier after exercising. but that's for some people only i believe exercising will help and i like the feeling of sweating like crazy after exercising feels refreshing, the more i sweat the better i feel hahaha! i told my bros that to lost weight effectively we must move more then my 2nd bro started to wiggle his finger then i said: yeah, you just burnt 1000 cal by doing that then both my bros started wiggling 4 fingers and then later the whole hand and that's 10 000 cal for you! lol and i swear everytime eat buffet with my second bro is damn fun he'll do all those ridiculous things like take a few pieces of guava and pour a mountain of that brown sugary thingy which you eat with guava. then later he said too much of that then not nice. lol he also added ice cream to coke, walked around the place with a fork for a while for don't know what reason, added two peppermint tea bags to a cup of coffee and said it tasted more tea than coffee then later added ice and then after added creamer which it cannot dissolve because the coffe is cold. but he still said it was nice. hahaha! and then later went to get some drink and added more ice than the drink itself. :) seriously man, i think my whole family is nuts and i love it! :D and i'm childish not because my childhood is deprived, it's because i love my childhood too much and it's too awesome to let go my whole family's childish anyway, and that's why they're fun! hahaha oh! later my bros and i went to arcade after dinner then they played the house of dead 4, a zombie shooting game my 2nd bro lost first, then left my big bro when he let me play then i said: you want to die fast right? and i was right according to my 2nd bro, i shot only 8 zombies before i died he said i shot more water than zombies! hahaha!
and so atika's bro's wedding is tmr and i've thought about when my bros get married and move out i dread that day but it will come but then i tell myself, we grew up with such close bonds even if they're married, we could still hang out and be close as ever nothing could break the bonds we have. never ever for the life of me and everyone around. i've just thought of this today, that how great it would be if we could have this house that's big enough to fit all of our families one day then we could still pester each other because although we live in different units but we're still under one roof technically haha but must have enough $$$$. yeah, i'll tell myself the same thing i told atika: they'll always be my big bros and i'll always be their little sis NO MATTER WHAT! and we have the same blodd running through us, literally. we have the same blood type. i like big families because it'll be so fun everyday i like to ask my mum: why you neve give birth to 10 children? like my grandma? then she'll always reply: i have you 3 already half my life gone, if i have 10 i'll have no life to look after them. hahahaha! but i don't think i'll have a big family myself yeah and i don't know why i talked about this hahaha
i have everything i needed right in front of me and more i've always had them
instead of worrying about what if this happened and what if that happened why not just pull out and not make it my business then i'll have nothing to worry about and it won't bother me i saw what i saw and it made me shut the door but i've modified the scene i sense dejavu like i always go through the same cycle
what the hell, your insecurity, the fact that you did that
excuse me :X
11:00:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
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HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)
