so i was talking to my big bro today then it turned into a 'therapy' session and we talked about all sorts of stuff he 'died' 3 times 'therapising' me hahaha he said it's a strenuous thing 'cause it's like i keep giving metaphors about stuff then say you cannot link meh? he said er nope you very lousy in giving metaphors hahaha it's like a roller coaster ride but i'd say it was successful 'cause i gained some enlightenment he said something that really got into me wish he'd say more so it can really drill into me but it's like connect halfway then stop but at least it got into me halfway and we talk about stuff like guys he said guys would really change after they go ns he said it's hard to put into words but you definitely would not feel the same and the way you see things would change dramatically i shall ask my 2nd bro if he felt the same way after finishing his ns
and yeah i sometimes really care too much about what other people think and i've quit the tug of war long ago but i'm still tugged but after today's realisation i think i will really quit for good i know what's holding me back i thought it was true but it's so not worth it
my big bro always said how will this be a loss to you? it will be x's loss for getting y
excuse me :X
8:12:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
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HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)
