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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

i haven't written poems for a long time now
i stopped because of what it meant to me then that i didn't want to continue
but now i feel differently towards it and the representation of what it is
so here is my first poem in a long time
i just feel like i need to express all these out in a non direct way





so there you go
talking about everything that i didn't want to know
everything you do and every word you say
just puts your insecurity on display
it's like stepping on others to get to the top
you just keep going and going and never stop
do you feel proud about what you did?
because you're someone who just doesn't get it
your words and actions are like bullets
i should reflect them to you just to see how it hurts
sometimes i feel like screaming into your face
to try to squeeze in a little grace
being a mannequin is what you're good at
and mannequins are perfect to puke at
- ---- --- -- ----- --- -- ------- -- --
--- ----- ----- ---- --- ---- ------ ----- -----
the light shines on that very spot
you just had nothing better to do than to stand there and block
why put yourself in such a sorry state
chasing down everyone who has the ticket
my jaw dropped at the dagger you threw
at whatever even though you knew
you defy ------ beyond believe
you steal no different from a thief
if this is the only way you're gonna build the net
i wish you all the best with that
because i admit i'm not any better than you
but at least i don't do the things you do
and i'm trying to walk in another shoe

the --- rep things that i choose not to say



not to insult or intentionally offend down syndrome but
my big bro said: i have the up syndrome
i lack the 'sanity' gene
hahaha! :D

excuse me :X
6:42:00 PM

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