last day of 2009 what a year it has been and the funny thing is that i never thought about my life after 2008 i don't know why it's not that i thought about my life before 2008 but it's like i never saw after 2008 hmmm i also don't know what i'm talking about haha and this time round, i will make a resolution not to make resolutions because i realised that if i wanna do something, i should just do it and not wait for that 'auspicious' day to start doing it because i know if i wait i can give myself a million reasons to not start it and i never will haha all i can say is that 2009 opened my eyes to a lot of things and i experienced a lot of things the good ones and the bad ones and i needed that breaking point to realise something i took a step back and saw myself i climbed up the fence and saw the other side the side i needed to see it's like a hell hole if you're stuck on one side and couldn't see the other side and really, the other side is so much more beautiful i really enjoyed the good times and the bad times will be lessons to me and there are a lot of things that are not about and i suddenly feel like going on an adventure because for the most part of my life, it has been revolving around studies i really don't do much other than studying i know it's important but i want to do something else also that's why i'm excited about the days after a levels i have so much time to do things that i wanted to do it may sound funny but last night on tv there's this part when they were showing the making of the lord of the rings and i told my brothers that how i wish i could live in those times like in the story like medieval times and go on adventures and stuff, help people hunt things etc it's like you'll be exposed to a lot of things and going on adventure means doing stuff that i'm afraid to do before i do it i will be damn scared but after i've done it, i will feel so accomplished and proud of myself and so damn happy that feeling makes everything worth it :D feels childish eh, but hello it's me leh and i was talking to hf about this and she also got excited i am so going on an adventure after a levels! :DD
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10:43:00 AM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
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