Do not downplay my experience. Just because you are older and has gone through more does not mean my experience is any less significant in my life. Yes, you shouldn't give advice, just listen. I should have known when to stop instead of persisting on with something i know I would never get from you. I am trying my hadest to pull your opinions down from the top and slowly pushing mine up, because the frustrating thing is, I am easily affected by what you say. From something I feel so proud of, to shattered pieces under the force of your words. I want to enjoy the freedom of feeling however I want to and not let you dictate what I should be feeling proud of. It sounds so easy when I said it, but you think I'd be feeling this way if it were like a walk in the park? You think you are giving, but you are taking away more than you know. It will make you feel better about yourself, but not the one who made that possible. Sometimes the simplest of things are the hardest to get. You know how it feels when you see that excited face beaming with pride as she listens to your story. For once, I would love to see that face too. All I ask for is your acknowledgment and to feel proud of me. But it's like a dog chasing its own tail.
excuse me :X
6:06:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
18
HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)
