You know sometimes when I sit down and think about what has happened, I realized I am in the same predicament as I was, be it 1 year ago, 4 years ago. It's like oh no wait, again. I don't know why, I never know why. And I can't help but to think that life is going to throw this at me for the rest of my life. Is there supposed to be some kind of pattern? It kind of helps get me used to it if I am stuck in the same situation over and over again, but honestly I'll never get used to it. It'll just get less difficult. Maybe I'm supposed to adjust to this. But how do you adjust to bricks thrown in your face? Will your skin ever toughened to be like that of elephant leg skin to not feel the impact? it sounds harsh but that's how the initial 'shock' of it all feels like. But life is never that bad. It's just hard to see it sometimes. i never know what i did wrong. i wish somebody would say something. Because I must have done something so unforgivable right.
"There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will. So don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future."
excuse me :X
2:14:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
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HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)
