i noticed that i always write seemingly emo stuff. and not like normal everyday stuff. and seldom happy stuff? doesn't mean i'm always that sad. it's just stuff that happened or is hapening sit inside of me and sometimes they just decide to surface and i need an outlet to pour them out. i tend to make them quite emo because of the way i put it. it's my form of expression. my play with words. i find that it means more to me if i expressed them this way. and not that i like to amplify them. but when things go inside my head, they tend to be amplified, whether i want it or not. it sounds crazy that i can't control my head, even though it's my own head. sometimes i feel like a seperate entity from my mind. it's like i can stand outside of myself and see how crazy my thinking can be. Dear mind, how is it possible that you can think this way? why do you process things so crazily? do i sound like a kukubird now. i should say more. so i will reach the stage of complete kuku-ness. haha. i'll be alright. i'm always alright. if i'm not alright, what else can i be. everyone is alright. just that sometimes negativity and sadness tip the balance and we feel that emotion more. so we are sad. sometimes we happiness overwhelms and we feel happy. but at the end of the day, the bottomline is ,everyone is alright.
who would have thought. i got it wrong. what did i expect. sometimes it's a blow to me. and i tend to associate similar events. liket they would happen the same way. but i should not stop believing. out of the many lights, there must be one bulb that's about to blow.
excuse me :X
9:22:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
18
HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)
