i bumped into soulmate at the elevator today. i had a few minutes chat with her. it's always so nice to talk to her because can laugh more than actually saying words:))
i went to utown cheers to buy some stuff. i wanted to pay with my blue note because i didn't have any small change. and the cashier lady said: you don't have smaller notes ah? i don't have small change. you pay by nets. i was like: seriously? it's only $3.10 and you want me to pay by nets? it's quite a diao thing. haha. and all along, her face was quite black. i got black faced by this same cashier lady last time. and she said to a girl who just happened to be standing at the entrance: eh hello, can you close the door? yeah sure, because the girl SHOULD be the one to close the door. who is the one working there? even if she want the girl to help close the door, don't need to say it like ordering her around like that. yes, because the whole world owe you. maybe she had a bad day, maybe she's going through some rough time, but still. we are not clients of your crap distribution service. we never suscribe to it.
i met up with a friend whom i haven't met for ages. it was so nice to catch up with her and reminds me so much of our old days. :D it gave me the "peace" i needed today. after being in an environment i don't even know how to describe.
i should be writing more about this. there are so many great people in my life. i don't express it out enough. how wonderful they are. but i always seem to focus on the bad things and amplify them. at the end of the day, these are all i remember. when there a such good things that happened also. but i don't seem to give them enough attention. they should be all that i remember. in the end, i make myself feel as though i had a bad day. when actually, i was just being pa jiao the entire day. haha.
there are some things you know you can do it for now, but you can't do it forever. even if you wanted to, you are not given a choice. yes, i can do this now. but i don't think i can do it forever. if this is how it's going to be, i don't think i can stay here long. but i'll just keep trying for now. what else can i do.
excuse me :X
10:11:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
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HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)
