Sometimes when I look at you, I wonder how much of the words that are coming out of your mouth, you actually meant them. Some of the things you do, I find it hard to wrap my head around it. But just because I do not understand, doesn't mean it is not right of you to do it or you can't do it. How is it that you can assure me now, but go on to do the exact opposite of what you said. Your actions contradict your words, do you realise? Or maybe it's not contradiction at all. It's just because your words don't actually have any meaning. Sorry for injecting meaning into them. Overtime, it just becomes a habit of letting your words pass by like passer-bys on the street. Once they pass, I forget them. They're only worth remembering if you make them to be.
You have no idea I always feel the exact opposite of what you said.
Why is it that I find it excessive? It would be so different were it somebody else. I feel that nothing has changed. I still see it as something that had an ulterior motive lying underneath. I still don't understand.
If I think about it, it makes sense. It was right then and there, given all the possibilities of choices in the world, you chose to act that way, it makes sense. There is only one option for you, and that's the choice you made. Good for you.
I'm so glad that finals are over! :)
I had quite a good scare yesterday. I was making my way to the toilet minutes before the exam and val jumped out of nowhere and screamed. I screamed too because she shocked me. haha. It was like 2 people yelling amongst the heaps of people. yes, I used heaps. haha. Then we laughed like mad. It was crazy. I haven't seen her for ages. Although we only talked briefly, it was good to see her again. And she is still the same crazy girl ever since I knew her. Her scare woke me up before the paper. haha.
I am seriously amazed by my 2nd bro's cheat sheet. His handwriting is so so so so so so so so so so so so tiny I almost have to paste my face on the paper to see what he wrote. I really cannot understand how he is able to write such tiny words! without the words being clumped together. and he showed me he had a "content page" for his cheat sheet too. like where to find which chapter it is under. and he was so proud of it. haha. omg. it's so organised and colourful and everything. unlike mine. I still need to search my cheat sheet to find where I copied what. sometimes I forget what I copied. haha. I asked him to help me write my cheat sheet next time. Then my big bro said: wah you so lazy until cheat sheet also need people to help you write ah? haiz. hahaha! but seriously, I think my 2nd bro can start a cheat sheet writing service already. xD
sy's reply was epic. like seriously. hahaha!
excuse me :X
3:39:00 PM
THE OLD FART
Wan En
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HKPS(1999-2004)
Commonwealth Sec (2005-2008)
National JC (2009-2010)